Went for Passionrun at East Coast Park.. Complete my 15km run in two hours plus. Was really disappointed. I could have done it better. Shall not use flu as my excuse. N yah. I didn't do well. To that fren: Thanks for company me run finish the whole route. Like what u say. We started with a run, we ended with a run. Thank you for everything. All the best..


Yap.. Christina has been MIA for lots of gathering.. Regardless is OBT gathering on the 2nd june, OB graduate dinner on the 4th june, celebration for the guys going to serve the nation on the 6th june and even it's my dearest rebecca jie 21st birthday celebration on the 7th june.. I didn't went for any and I'm sorry.. But i do have my own reason for not attending them..

Some of u guys may think i'm silly.. Some of u guys may just say dun bother.. Watever izzit... Not going is the best options for me.. Rather than being in a place where I'm are not really welcome, i guess i would wanna stay at home doing stuffs that i like. Whenever i go for gathering, i somehow felt tat people are force to talk to me as they may find me "pity" as i'm always at one corner keep quiet. Looking at little groups of fren chit chatting happily, sharing jokes and memories.. They would nv know I so much wanted to be involved.. So much wanted to enjoy myself.. But..

I hate the feeling being left alone.. No matter how hard i try.. I will be back to square one.. Nothing was done... Different thoughts keep popping from nowhere.. Den i start to ponder. If people dun like me, why do i still cling on them? Aren't it making me very thick skinned and annoying?

For everyone good, i guess it's better for me to go MIA.. Or should i say i'm escaping?