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Tuesday, January 31, 2006; 1/31/2006 11:02:00 PM

Haiz..

Yap, just came back from grandma house..
Lost $10... Sobz Sobz..
Time flies, tml 4th day of Chinese New Year..
Boring!! Tml school at 10.. Omg..
Haiz.. What happen to me?
I'm in deep trouble..
Missing a stranger.. Damn..
What should I do?
I'm Lost right now..
I'm still thinking about the interview..
Lost a good buddy of mine.. or should i say two of them..
My life isn't starting good i think..
I thought things can back in place as time passes by..
But.. It seems to get worst..
Oh gosh.. For god sake, trouble just can't stop messing me..

Monday, January 30, 2006; 1/30/2006 12:13:00 AM

Thanks and Sorry..

Was reading one of my good buddy blog.. He was once my very close fren who i spend with almost everyday.. Someone that always there when i need help.. But now? Things isn't the same, i believe.. All i could say, i'm the one moving back.. Each time he move forward, i took a step back.. Too many things happen dis few days.. Projects, test, tutorial, interview and everything.. I really wanna do best in all these stuff and put other things aside.. I can't even help myself, how could i be there for somebody else.. Once kor say that, if u wanna help others, you youself should be strong enough to help yourself first.. Sorry.. I think i really need time to replenish my energy... Sort things through.. My future lies in my hand..

To the good buddy of mine,
Thanks for everything u do for me.. I really appreciate it.. Really thanks a lot of being there for me for the past few months.. Just like wat i say in the beginning when i just got to noe u.. Things wun go the thing we want it.. Things change.. I wanna apologised to u tat i wun be able to wait for u.. N for god sake, stop thinking you are not impt. U just have to start learning and look things at a brighter side.. No matter how patience someone is, there is always a limit.. N i reach mine.. I no longer know how to talk to u..Sorry.. Maybe u are thinking tat as well.. Sorry..

Saturday, January 28, 2006; 1/28/2006 01:46:00 AM

Having Fun..

For the past few days, catch up quite a lot with cindy mother, ah xiang xiao mei and my xiao di, Ivan.. Regardless whether is go shopping with them at town or watever places.. I really enjoy myself a lot.. Cool~

Just few hours before i blog this post, i was outside playing pool with ivan, peng sheng and chu xiang at Century.. Went to SP to watch my sec school volleyball against Shuqun. We could have win..But.. Nvm.. They will work hard again.. After tat rush to TP to watch Volleyball IVP. NTU VS SP.. Cool~ The match was really exciting though we miss the first set of the game. The score was really close for each set.. However, in e end. NTU win three set continously and won the IVP.. Haiz.. Think SP gonna work even harder next year..

Yest simply just too fun for me.. Haha.. Especially with tat dumb dumb xiao di.. Long time nv see him, become so crappy.. Haha.. Looking for the next outing with ah xiang, ivan and mother.. haha.. I wanna watch Memoir of Geisha.. Sobz sobz...

New Year coming le.. Happy New Year in advance.. =)

Thursday, January 26, 2006; 1/26/2006 09:06:00 AM

In need of some rest..

For the past few days..
I'm in a big mess..
Be it being disappointed with myself during the interview..
busy with projects as due dates are getting nearer..
not getting enough sleep...
having infection at my eyes..
bothering over some personal stuff..
Things just doesn't go the way i want it..
I'm tired, hoping this week end asap..
I am in need of some rest..

Friday, January 20, 2006; 1/20/2006 11:57:00 PM

I'm unsure..

Need Some Reflection...
Need Some Planning...
I just need to sort out my stuffs..
Or i will collapse before i try anything..
I dun want tat to happen..
Am I ready??
Maybe just like wat kor say..
Everyone is really..
But.... I'm afraid..

Wednesday, January 18, 2006; 1/18/2006 10:42:00 PM

In need of motivation...

Projects.. Test.. Tutorials, Revision..
Everything not Done..
I'm stressed as well as tired...
I just want everything to end asap...
I just wanna to be happy n enjoy my poly life...
Hoping this sem can end asap..
Urgent!! In need of motivation

Monday, January 16, 2006; 1/16/2006 09:31:00 PM

Sick... Haiz..

Sick...
Feeling terrible since last thursday...
Thought tat i get better after seeing a doctor..
But somehow it get worst.. All due to that stupid doc..
Give wat painkiller ma.. It make my eyes damn freaking swollen..
Four days of swollen eyes.. MC for school and work for 4 days..
Eyes still swollen..
Bad Mood.. Terrible way to start a week..
Haiz..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006; 1/11/2006 11:57:00 PM

My 18th Birthday celebration....

Tuesday 10/01/2006: Celebrate my birthday with Jason Kor, Rico Kor, Kelvin, Wen Ting, Rebecca Jie and Kai Ling at Cafe Cartel (Plaza Singapura)...

Haha.. At Cafe Cartel.. =)

Simple love the bears family... =P So proud to be one of them..

4 pretty ladies of tat nite...

My 2nd 18th Birthday Cake.. =P

From them and Zhe Ying... Kawaii!!!

My 3rd 18th Birthday Cake..Thank buddy!!

Wednesday 11/1/2006: At K-box, Pool, Sakae Sushi with my darlings gals (Xiang, Cindy, Yuan, Vivian & Evern).

Love my darling gals lotz.. Finally get to meet them all up after so long.. It's been such a long time since we last met..

My 4th 18th Birthday Cake...

Me & Xiang at K-Pool... Cool~

Cheers~~ Evern & Hui Yuan..

Me with Cindy & Vivian..

My baobei Cindy mother..

Well.. From now onwards, i'm officially 18!! omg.. Old le.. Haha.. Thanks everyone for making my 18th birthday a really memorable one.. I will never forget these three days (9,10 & 11 Jan 2006)... Regardless is celebrate with my classmates, OB frenz,kors, jies, good buddy or darling gals.. Thanks for everything.. Love u guys lotz.. I simply love all the presents u guys given me.. Oh ya.. Thanks for those that send me those birthday wishes sms.. Though u guys are not physically with me, but i'm so glad tat i'm still not forgotten.. =) I had a wonderful Birthday~~~ I still have a long way to go... I will Jia you de... Cheers~

Tuesday, January 10, 2006; 1/10/2006 12:51:00 AM

18th Birthday with TA04

My 18th Birthday Cake from TA04!!

My lovely classmates... =)

Simply love my "Jie" & "mummy".. =P

Me with 3 beautiful ladies.. =)

4 hunks in my class.. haha.. =)

I had a really great surprise today.. Really didn't expect u guys to remember my birthday.. Thanks a lot for tat cake.. N u guys really good at surprises.. I really dun have clue abt today & i nearly went off.. i was still wondering how come finish lesson still dun wanna go.. haha.. Thanks guys for everything.. U guys are great classmates to have..

Monday, January 09, 2006; 1/09/2006 12:19:00 AM

A big thank you..

Wow.. Time flies.. One week of 2006 gets by just like tat.. Time really flies.. Just came back from work feeling very tired.. For the past three weeks, all i did was work and slack... N tml gonna start school again.. Arh.. Doesn't seem to have enough rest..

Gonna turn 18 really soon.. Need to be more sensible le.. Haiz.. So many things happen for the past 18 years.. Relationship, friendship, family, studies and work... Watever things tat i went through made me who i am today.. I turn into a strong, determined, ambitious girl.. Izzit good or bad?? I dunno.... Waiting for me and others to find out as times goes by... N i really must thanks a lot of people that help me along for past few years...

To my darling gals (Cindy, Evern, Hui Yuan, Vivian and Xiang) :
Girls, a lot of things happened during sec school life... To e extend i leave the group and become independent.. Though we still see each other everyday in school but our friendship start to drift apart.. But i'm so glad that u guys are always opening up your hands to welcome me back to e group.. Really thanks a lot for being able to forgive me.. I didn't even noe we noe each other for 5 years till vivian send me those photos... Omg.. That is really long... N so many things happened during the past 5 years.. We hang out, we quarrel, we celebrate special occasion, etc... Those we really happy memories.. N i'm really glad that i noe u guys.. Now all of us are going our own ways, we have even lesser time to spend together.. But remember girls.. U girls are always in my heart regardless where u girls are.. Dun let distance affect our friendship.. I believe our frienship stand strong regardless what happen.. U girls are wonderful.. Remember to take very good cares of yourself and call or sms me when u need somone.. I, Christina will always be there for u guys.. Hehe.. =P Free really must call each other to go out ya.. Dun forget me ma.. hehe.. =P Take care.. Sisters and Frenz forever..

To best fren, Veron
Veron, though sometime i really can't stand ya attitude.. But u have always been my closest fren.. U are firm in watever decision u make.. N i really respect u for tat... Though we are in different institution but u are always there when i need someone to talk to.. Thanks girl.. U seem to be strong but i noe in ya heart.. U are not.. U just dun wanna show it.. Maybe i'm wrong as u may have changed.. But i still worry abt u.. U must take very good care of yourself k.. Anything if u can't get hold of Yu zhuang to share ya prob.. Just remember tat i'm just a call away.. Take care.. N thanks for being there for the pass few years.. All the best girl...

To Jason Kor
Though i onli know u for last than a year.. But i really learn a lot of things from u.. Ur determination and the way u think, etc.. I'm so glad that i have such a kor kor.. Though i'm not blood related to u.. But u really treat me like ya real mei mei.. That is what i feel and i really feel fortunate.. Sound a bit wat but onli child is always like tat.. haha.. N really thanks for all the things u taught me.. I will never forget.. N i promise i will work hard towards my goal and would not disappoint u.. =)

To everyone who i did not mention, it does not mean u guys are not impt to me.. But if i gonna mention everyone, it gonna be a very long blog.. Dun be sad k... Regardless who u are.. Whether u bring happiness or sorrow to me.. U guys play a very impt part in my life.. Without u guys.. There wun be this girl standing up strong and working hard for her future.. A very big thanks to all.. =)

Thursday, January 05, 2006; 1/05/2006 11:18:00 PM

Not my Day...

Today is Just NOT my Day... =(

Wednesday, January 04, 2006; 1/04/2006 11:40:00 PM

I'm angry!!!

I'm PISSED OFF...
I'm Hungry...
I'm Tired...
I'm Sleepy...

I'M FREAKING ANGRY!!!!!

I feel like cancelling the whole thing.. Though it is gonna be my birthday eve.. But i dun care.. Dun make me aggitated.. I dun give it a damn...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006; 1/03/2006 11:15:00 PM

Should i look forward to it?

kkz.. For the past few days, i was really hoping tat my birthday could be bought forward.. So tat i can get to see all my darlings gals that i have not seen for quite some time... Go shopping or watever with good frenz or just have a simple dinner with them.. But now.. I dunno should i look forward to it anymore.. All of dem are busy with school works or some even tests.. They have school on tat day till dunno wat time.. My darlings gals have school latest till six? Sianz diao.. Thought tat day could be a gathering for us.. But.. Haiz.. Just a few hours.. What can we do? It is not enough for us to catch up too.. Haiz...

Having birthday izzit good or bad? I really dunno.. But tat day could be kind or cruel to u.. Cos that day actually determined whether u stand a place in other peoples' heart.. Whether they care abt u or not.. Just a simple wish through sms is good enough at least someone remember u.. Sound silly.. but isn't tat true? Now.. i really sound pathetic.. I'm like begging people to go celebrate my birthday with me.. Planning wat to do and where to go.. Haha.. Yaya.. Dun expected any surprises at all... I'm just glad enough that someone would just remember tat 11th is my birthday.. Just hope tat i'm not alone on my birthday.. That is wat i wish..

Should i look forward to it? Will anyone remember? I dunno...