It's another peaceful day...

It seems to be the peacefulness before a heavy storm..
No moving on or anywhere..
I'm just waiting to face the reality as it gets nearer...

It's Monday again... Beginning of a new week..
Office was quiet and there's nth much for me to do...
Was reading newspaper before going online to read frenz's blog...
Read Benjamin blog about the trip to KL and how he enjoyed himself over there..
Yup, I didn't go and i missed all the fun they had..
Whatever izzit, there's no use grumbling over it.. =(

He too wrote that graduation is round the corner..
N all of us will take different route to persue our dreams..
Yup.. I'm gonna miss all the fun we had..
Hope tat there will be gathering in the near future..

Yesterday nite was terrifying..
I nv had such pain before and both my legs and head were heavy..
N i'm perspiring with cold sweat..
For tat second, i thought that i will gone...
I'm scared and was fighting hard to keep myself awake..
I realise i have lots of dreams that i have yet to fulfilled..
N lots of unsaid words to my frenz and family..
No matter what, i'm gonna live on..

What if someone that you admire and idolize
is not what you think he is...

What will you do and how will u react to it?

Izzit true that there isn't such thing as FOREVER?
Regardless whether it is living or non living things,
No matter how tight i hold on to it,
It will eventually leave me..
Does the proble really lies on me??
One week pass since i end my last relationship..
N i know everyone is surprise when they see this wondering what the hell CHRISTINA is doing...
Entering a relationship fast and ending fast...
yayaya.. I know what u guys are thinking and may have bad impression abt me..
But.. I seriously do have my own reasons for the break up...
N people who know me..
If tat person did things that spoilt the image he or she had in me at the beginning..
I will find it hard to have good impression of that person again...
N perhaps i still place frenz and family in the first place rather than bf..
But whatever izzit i did not regret my decisions and i hope my frenz are there to support me..

Everyone is always seeking the one that you gonna spend the rest of your life with..
I'm no exception...
For the failed relationships, izzit due to my character, meet the wrong person at the wrong time or... ???
Had a good chat with Rachel abt this topic...
The topic goes round this question: " How would you know that guy who maybe ur best buddy or fren tat u just met not long ago is the one tat you gonna spend the rest of your time with?"
N how will you ever know when is the rite time to be involve in this relatiosnship?
Someone may be a good fren to talk to may not be a good partner to be with..
Someone may seems the rite person after knowing for long may reject u as he or she is not willing to wait or wanna concentrate on something else
If u understand what i'm writing, you will know what i mean..
When Love come, u will find it hard to avoid it..
I'm not gonnna find any excuses to cover myself up...
But whether u believe or not, it depends on individuals what they wish to do..

For now.. I'm back to enjoy my singlehood with my family and frenz..
I welcome any comment from any frenz out there.. =)

Have Fun for the weekends..

It's only the starting of the week and I already hope tat tml is weekend..
Guess some of my frenz are right..
Maybe I'm really not suitable for office jobs ba...
Sitting at a fixed place staring at the computer for 8 hrs..
Definitely not CHRSTINA style..
3 weeks pass and i'm starting to develope headache..
N as time goes be, it's getting serious...
Yawnz.. Kkz..
Shall not complain anymore..
That's working life and everybody have to go through that stage..
Resting time~~

Gone to Cine Kbox for Klunch session with Qiong Ping, Jade, Zhe Ying, Yong Wei and Yingxiang.. Had lots of fun and we laugh through out the whole session.. It's been almost half a year since i last see them.. N it's always nice to meet up old frenz and knowing that they are doing great.. =) I guess more gathering session as time goes by since i'm quite free..

Gonna ask jade and qiong ping for some shopping session soon...

Jio Zhe Ying for running session on every sat as i promise this good buddy of mine that i gonna run this year standard chartered full marathon with him.. Yup.. But first gonna help him train his 2.4km napfa test for his reservice.. Jia you buddy.. =)

Gonna go JB on this coming sat with Ringo Kor.. I promised him long ago and nv once fulfill it.. Alright.. I'm gonna go over to eat all the cheap but delicious food.. =)

Hey OB pplz.. Anyone wanna run this coming wed??? Let me know.. =)

Gonna keep myself fully occupy and make full use of everyday.. Enjoy whenever I can.. Yup.. =) I love my life now.. =)

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times
I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it doesn't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every start,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every start,S
ome pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are all the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all,
Lessons learned.

[Chorus:]

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every start,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned

1 month 2 weeks to go...
For everything at MDIS to end..
Would they wanna extend my contract due to the shortage of manpower?
No idea.. See how things goes ba...
But being in there means lots of other things tat i'm able to do..
Yawnz..

Went down for first OB training..
Back to that wonderful BIG family..
Had lots of fun being myself and making lots of new frenz..
N i actually meet quite a few of my junior in secondary school.. =)
Looking forward to the next training..

Wow.. 15th committee is doing great.. =)
Congratz guys and continue to work hard for better & fun training...
Jia you!

Yesh! I completed 7 days of work..
35 more days to go.. =)
Things there are getting much better though it is still BORING~~
I'm done with all the student enquiry form during the career fair..
Now given other tasks to do which I'm able to move around MDIS..
Finally.. I'm not glue to my chair for straight 8 hours.. =)
Kkz.. I found someone to had lunch with..
Guess who? The senior admin staff who is in charge of me..
Haha.. Cool huh? She is a nice & approachable lady... =)
Lots of things happen to me for that 7 days..
The MDIS System just dun like me & the admin staff..
Keep hanging and refuse to let us do our work..
Next, got "reminded" not to sleep at my desk during lunch time..
Finally, got my whole bag lock up in the cupboard..
Oh yah.. CHRISTINA IS FAT NOW!!!!!
That's nice..=) Wonder what's gonna happen next.. Yawnz..
I'm waiting for the day to say "I survived through the 42 days!"


Went over to west coast for OB gathering..
As usual.. The pit was far.. Thanks to Wenting.. =P
N we decide not to let her book the pit in the future..
It's been a long long time since i last met everyone..
Yup.. I do miss them lots..
Do u guys miss me as well? hehe..
So nice to be back to the big warm family... =)
I'm not missing in action k..
I'm just busy working at the BORING job.. haha..
kkz.. I'm gonna start asking people go run with me..
Cos I'm FAT.. N that's so unheathly.. =P
Any nice people around???
Friday first training.. Looking forward to it..
Anyone tat is reading my blog..
Please be reminded that YOU NEED TO BE THERE!!! =)

Oh gosh! Weedends is finally here...
Been working at MDIS for 2 days..
Only one word to describe the job.. SUX!
For the past 2 days, nthing else but to key in all student enquiry form..
N this gonna continue for the next 40 days..
Yup.. It was so bad that i start counting down le..
No one to talk to or had lunch with..
No one there to tell u what your working attire..
No one there to tell u what you gonna do when u on MC.
No one there to tell u how you gonna get your payslip sign.
No one there to tell u who you should report to...
Is like a small boat floating on the big ocean..
No one there to help..
That's how bad it was..
But nvm.. I'm Christina Lian..
I'm able to survivie through 4o days...
YEsh! I will just finish the 2 months contract and leave...
40 more days... Endure.....