I HATE MY ATTACHMENT!!
Wasn't happy being down there..
My purpose of going there is learn..
Not do all those unwanted jobs..
I wanna learn things and yet they give me dis kind of crap...
Even threaten me that whether i pass or not..
Depend on my willingness to do all those shit..
What the F***
Though we are cheap labour..
That's not the way to treat us..
One month..
One month up, That's it..
I hate my life at J. TAN & CO..
Dun tell me to endure..
I heard that lots of time..
U guys will nv understand how i feel...

Confident... Self esteem..
It seem that i have lost them all..
I no longer dare to walk with pride..
I hide away from people...
I start to question myself what people said about me..
Wondering are they saying the truth..
I know that i should not live for others..
But..
I'm no longer that confident girl anymore..

Sometime people just dun appreciate what you do for them. When u do things nicely for them, they dun even thanks you for that. When u just make a small mistake, they make a fuss over it.. What the hell is this? Why can't they understand that i'm doing all those stuffs ALONE? Even during exam, attachment, i have to do all those by myself. Just because i hand in late, they make a fuss over it... Those things are not easy to do... Finding people, documents, before and after procedure, all these are not easy. I did them all. I did my best to do them as perfect as possible. If they are unhappy with my performance, i got nth to say. I can only say.. I did my best..