Went to do a event for Suhara Sundance at Swissotel..
The event was held at 69th floor of the hotel and the scenery was awesome..
Simple job for today..
But it's the first time running a corporate event..
Can't stop myself from being nervous..
However it was a success.
Know a few new frenz and gain new experience..
Looking forward for another corporate event in Aug..
Hope to learn more things.. =)

Life is simple and nothing interesting for the past few days...
Going for work and attending nite classes..
Chasing after students for incomplete application...
Picking up calls and sms to meet these students up...
Yah.. Everyday is just a routine..
No shopping trip, no chit chat session..
Christina is just drifting away...

To Jia Junn and Cindy..
Though i'm not able to attend your birthday chalet. I hereby wish you guys a wonderful 21st brithday and all the best for ya future.. Take Care and all the best.. Warmest Wishes..



Slowly Forgotten~

Alright.. Christina is getting WEAK!!!
Oh my.. I can't believe it..
Just a short 20 min run, i already panting like mad..
How am i gonna run marathon?
Where is all my stamina?
No.. Christina gonna get stronger..
I need to be STRONG..
Shall not find any excuses to be lazy...
No more..
Yesh.. Action speaks louder than word..
N i gonna start in order to become stronger..
N I'm gonna do it...

You bored me with your stories
I can't belive that I endured you for as long as I did
I'm happy, it's over,
I'm only sorry
That I didn't make the move before you

And when you go I will remember
To send a thankyou note to that girl, (oh that girl)
I see she's holding you so tender
Well I just wanna say...
(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so glad you're moving away

Valentino, I don't think so
You watching MTV while I lie dreaming in an MT bed
And come to think of it
I was misled
My flat, my food, my everything
And thoughts inside my head

Before you go I must remember
To have a quiet word with that girl
(Oh that girl)
Does she know you're not a spender
Well I just have to say...
(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so happy you're moving away

Yeah, I am

[Andrea and Sharon solo]

Yeah, I am

(Andrea and Sharon solo)

(And when you go I will remember)
I must remember to say...

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
Never really loved you anyway
(I never really loved you anyway)
No I didn't love you anyway(Never loved you anyway)
Never truly loved you anyway
(I Never loved you anyway)
I'm so happy you're moving away
Yeah I'm delighted you're moving away

[Instruments to fade]

Nothing much happen for the past few weeks..

Running a pri 3 camp at Chongfu camps and the kids were cute but NOISY..
Quite tired as u need to keep asking to listen as their attention span is short.
Whatever izzit, I survived though..

Monday first class for econs. today first class for math..
Though we took these two subjects before in secondary school or even poly.
I tell u..
It's DIFFICULT. (yah i knoe, I'm in UNI now..)
But this is just bridging course.. Oh my..
Especially Math.. (Topics from secondary school E math & A Math)
It's like 3 years since i last touch these subjects...
I'm like doing accounts and more accounts and NOW want me to do MATH..
And I also I failed A Math from the 1st paper to even O level..
Two of my frenz and I were LOST!
Alright.. No more complaining..
Guess in order to overcome them, you just gonna make frenz with Math..

For working wise..
Guess I'm gonna be extended till end August due to my FLEXIBLE time table..
NEed to earn more money..
But will be free for OUTINGS~~ SO Ask me out...
Talking about my time table.
The whole Aug i got onli got wednesday class..
For Whole SEP i onli TWO class (wed and Thurs)
SHIOK RIGHT...


You just can't run away..

Emo~~ Emo~~ Emo~~

Went over to SIM for enrollment talk.
Enriching I would say though some part is rather confusing...

Entering SIM for my degree would mark the starting of a new chapter on a brand new piece of paper..
How I gonna pen down on that piece of paper depends on me..
Whether it gonna be an interesting story or a boring one..
It's my own choice..
N OB love this quote "Challenge by choice."
Though it's just 2 years in SIM..
I would make sure it's a interesting one..
Two orientation camp in july..
Hope I'm able to go regardless of my bridging course and know more frenz..
N yap. You wun know who u gonna meet. =P


Glad tat you had already move on tat fast..
N nv would i expected that you became so "romantic"
Whatever izzit, i hope that you will not hurt that girl whom i know...
Know wat u really want before u step into peoples' life..

Went for Passionrun at East Coast Park.. Complete my 15km run in two hours plus. Was really disappointed. I could have done it better. Shall not use flu as my excuse. N yah. I didn't do well. To that fren: Thanks for company me run finish the whole route. Like what u say. We started with a run, we ended with a run. Thank you for everything. All the best..


Yap.. Christina has been MIA for lots of gathering.. Regardless is OBT gathering on the 2nd june, OB graduate dinner on the 4th june, celebration for the guys going to serve the nation on the 6th june and even it's my dearest rebecca jie 21st birthday celebration on the 7th june.. I didn't went for any and I'm sorry.. But i do have my own reason for not attending them..

Some of u guys may think i'm silly.. Some of u guys may just say dun bother.. Watever izzit... Not going is the best options for me.. Rather than being in a place where I'm are not really welcome, i guess i would wanna stay at home doing stuffs that i like. Whenever i go for gathering, i somehow felt tat people are force to talk to me as they may find me "pity" as i'm always at one corner keep quiet. Looking at little groups of fren chit chatting happily, sharing jokes and memories.. They would nv know I so much wanted to be involved.. So much wanted to enjoy myself.. But..

I hate the feeling being left alone.. No matter how hard i try.. I will be back to square one.. Nothing was done... Different thoughts keep popping from nowhere.. Den i start to ponder. If people dun like me, why do i still cling on them? Aren't it making me very thick skinned and annoying?

For everyone good, i guess it's better for me to go MIA.. Or should i say i'm escaping?

Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky

The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah

Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Hey baby its only life
Yea it's only life

You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard

But you can't win
If you never give in
To that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it

[Chorus]
Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
No, don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life

[Chorus]

Qihua Pri - A totally new challenge and great experience for me...
Whatever izzit, there are a lot more to learn..
Excellence is not about being the best.. But doing your best.. =)

Two weeks for my bridging course to start..
Two weeks to prepare myself for it..
Two weeks to forget as much pain as possible and start anew..
Two week to a brand new environment..
How fast can I adapt to it?
N will the same thing happen again?
I pray for a better day....