Sometime I really wonder am I really that annoying?
Someone tat everyone find it hard to talk to?
Even it's years we been frenz..
Or even frenz I just met.
I dunno.. I feel tat i really sux..
I always thought I will be able to manage things around me..
But I realised.. I couldn't..
I thought I can manage my relationship, friendship at the same time.
I can't..
Frenz start leaving one by one..
As if i never exist in their life..
Not trying to say i'm impt..
But.. It do hurts being left alone..
A family I once belong...
I dunno whether i still belong there...
Is not my intention that i distance myself away from that family..
It's just that I have to work to earn my extra allowance..
Not going for those camps, doesn't mean i dun care..
I do care a lot in fact..
I dunno.. I'm confused..
Can anyone tell me what to do?
To close up the gap between me and the big family?

Guess it's just the past experience I had...
The stories I listened to..
No matter how much i tell myself to forget the past..
They keep coming back to haunt me..
I believe you and have faith in you..
As I know you are the one...
But it always seem to be me..
Pushing you away with my words and actions..
Even though I dun mean it at all...
I try to stop myself lots of time...
But....
I'll end up doing it again..
Will U help me?

Sorry for all the nonscense you have to put up with...
I'm the luckiest girl to have you..
I want to be with u...
As I Love you.. N i really do...
Happy 2nd Anniversary...

It's been a long time since i last blog..
1 major thing that happen to me was...
I've stepped down and I'm now OB Alumni..

I'm someone that dun express my feelings...
N i'm not good with words..
People sees me as a fierce and stern looking girl..
But for those who really know me..
I dun think i'm tat kind of girl..
3 years pass by so fast that that you will nv get to imagine..
The memories I had while i'm in NPOB are beyond words to describes..
The bond with this big family is so strong that you nv wanna part with it..
No matter how strict or stern looking I am towards u guys..
I wanna let all NPOB family members know..
Thanks for being part of my Life..
I love you guys and I'm gonna miss you all a lot a lot...
I'll be back.. =)
Stay in contact k?? =)


Happy Chinese New Year to everyone.. =)