Oh gosh! Common test is just two weeks from now.. So Sad.. Everyday so busy where got time to study sia.. My I & E module haven't even touch.. Oh no! Gonna start planning the event soon.. But before that, common test come first.. Still got so many things haven't study.. I must mug hard le.. Hehe.. =)

Yesterday dear went for his driving test.. He didn't make it.. Haiz.. Dun worry dear, you will sure pass for the upcoming one. u can do it de!! I believe in you... Muackz =)

Well, everyone must be busy mugging and finishing up project huh? Saw rebecca jie at canteen.. She look so tired.. DOtz.. Must take care wor.. Anything just give me a call or sms yah.. hehe.. Jia you.. Dun always rely on jie fu mah. Haha..

Everyone jia you for common test yah.. Dun fall sick wor.. Hehe.. Christmas is coming and we shall have some fun.. Yeah!!

Hehe.. Everything is fine now.. =) Things are clear and everything is back to normal.. Everything is wonderful at the moment with me and my boy.. =) That's so great huh? Haha..

Now the problem is: where are my sisters? Haha.. They have been missing for quite some time.. So sad.. Ask them out for dinner, they didn't even reply me.. Haiz.. They are so busy!! =(

My best friend cum sister.. hey girl.. I know you just finish ya A level.. However, stop working so hard wor.. U work till so late, how to jio you go out? Haha.. But dinner must wait liao.. Cos my common test coming.. Need to mug.. =p Free go out shopping wor..

Now quite worried about Jason Kor.. Things aren't good for him and da sao.. Dun understand what's their problem. Why can't they sit and talk about it. I think third party like me wun be able to understand what's really happen.. Hope things are going well for him.. See him like tat and i can't do anything.. Haiz.. Hope that Kor able to get back to his cheerful side of him and get well soon.. Kor! Jie and me will be there for u.. Just a call or sms away.. Dun keep things to yourself wor..

Well.. Common test coming... So everyone, mug hard.. Jia you!! After that will be the long awaited term break and CHRISTMAS!!! haha..

I know i'm being unreasonable for all the things i have said. I know i'm tough on him.. I know i shouldn't ignore him when he actually did his best to call me every night even if his tired.. I know that.. I didn't even demand anything.. You guys just dunno what's between me and him.. I love him n i truly am.. He is everything i have.. That's is the reason why i'm being tough on him.

Been busy with projects, school work, cca and work.. Everyday is just a normal routine maybe some of the days are much busier due to the workload. Nothing to look forward currently.. Life is simply too boring for me to bear. After a long day in school, i just wanna go home and have a good rest. Gathering, meeting up frenz for dinner, go dating, I dun even wish to bother. Trying hard to look up for some interesting stuff, however i found nothing. Friends busy with school work and dar busy with his own school life also.. Been cold towards him lately. Reson for being cold to him is unknown. I just feel that i should be ignore him and hoping that he will do something about it. He sense it but did nth.. All he did was to call me up every night and ask me why i'm been so quiet on the phone. He nv once reflect that the reason could be him. It has been a long time since he meet me up after school to have dinner or even watch a movie. I guess honeymoon period is over huh? Haha.. I dun wish to be bother over this stuff le.. Let things be ba.. If he does out of force, den he is not my boy le.. I just have to accept who is he right?

All i care now is my studies.. Common test coming in 2 weeks time.. Haven't even start revising.. Oh gosh!

Hey hey.. Christina back in action.. Haha.. =)

Been watching Naruto for the past few days. Though is quite an old animation, i seem to like it a lot.. Haha.. Manage to learn some stuff from Naruto. To those that doesn't know about this character. I shall tell u a little.. From young, he was being detest by the whole village due to the fact that a demon nine tails fox who nearly destroy the whole village was seal inside his body. He has no parents to love or care about him. He has to face everything by himself. His dream was to become his country hokage (most powerful ninja of the country) to prove to everyone his existence. Naruto is not born with talents like the other characters. He always make mistakes getting himself into trouble and even failed his basic ninja test 3 times. However, with his determination, willpower and putting aside his fear, he manage to beat his competitors and complete up to 3rd exam of becoming a chunnin (higher leverl of ninja). He done a great job.. Haha.. This is part of the story that i had watch so far. Dunno whether I interpret correctly a not.. Cool huh?

Went through some reflection about myself... Silly me.. Been running away from problem most of the time.. Why can't I be Naruto? Face the problem and deal with it? Even if you dunno whether you will win or not..At least you try your best and have no regrets. I want to be in 14th Comm! N that is my dream. N i should work hard towards it and not keep thinking i'm not capable. I know i can do it.. At least i try.. Haha.. Wish me luck.. =) I must maintain this mindset regardless what happen.. Trying.. Haha..

To everyone.. Work hard toward what you believe in..

Been missing for the past few weeks.. Was once again back to depression mode. Been feeling moody for the past few weeks and was trying very hard to search for encouragement words to boost my morale up.. But they dun seems to work on me anymore.. But i'm still trying..

Went for OB training last week and had dinner together with some OB seniors. One of them ask me.. " Did you ever think of joining the next committee?" If this question was asked few weeks ago.. I will tell him that "I want to be in the next committee!" But now.. Though i still wanna be in there but i doubt my ability.. 14th comm cannot have a President or Vice president that gives up so easily and get so emotional easily.. That is unforgivable.. The rest of 13th Comm will do a better job than me.. Where is my confident? I dunno.. Before fighting and going for it.. I have lost.. Not to anyone else but myself.. I lost to myself.. I'm still searching for them.. Searching for my confident.. I dunno..

I'm a loser afterall.. When i need someone by my side.. I see no one.. Not even my so call close friend. Not a single one to seek help... Sound pathetic huh? Everyone has forgotten the presence of me.. Trying so hard to fit in.. But i still fail afterall.. I'm so insignificant..