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Friday, December 30, 2005; 12/30/2005 10:50:00 PM

2006 is approaching

Kkz... 2006 is just round the corner... One more days will be 2006.. Cool....

My new year Resolutions..
1) Study even harder and stop slacking...
2) Do all tutorials and go for all lecture...
3) Save up and stop spending too much money...
4) Have frequent training to keep up my phsical fitness and remain slim.. =P
5) Practise hard for my Piano...
6) Be even more active in NPOB
7) Be a good fren and good daughter...
8) Oh ya.. Stop being so lazy.. =P
9) Spend more times with frenz and family...

My Wishes...
* World Peace
* Happy Family..
* Surrounding Frenz to be happy always..
* Adidas black and white sling bag..
* One and only bracelet/neccklace tat belong to me only
* Digital Camera
* A new Piano
* Adidas jacket
* Complete my piano grades..
* Find my one and only one..

Haha.. I will work hard to fulfill my wishes.. Hehe.. I noe i can.. I must Jia you... Cool~ Birthday coming soon.. Haiz.. Would anyone remember???

Thursday, December 29, 2005; 12/29/2005 10:54:00 PM

Happening 2005...

OB rox!! (Part of the club)

My Precious TA04...

Went to JB with Jason, Rico and Dee.. Haha.. Omg.. Catch a movie at City Plaza.. Ate a huge burger after the dinner... Not long after tat, went to secret receipe to eat the cheesecake there.. Omg.. The cakes were really yummy.. Haha.. I bet i gain some weight after eating so much food... But the whole trip was fun and i spend like less than RM 30 for the whole day.. Haha.. Cool rite?

Ok.. 2005 is coming to an end soon.. N 2006 is approaching.. Quite a lot of things happen during this one year that change my life....

1) Got my O level result with a grade that i'm quite satisfied with
2) Got into Accountancy course in Ngee Ann Polytechnic
3) Noe wonderful classmates from TA04, wonderful buddies from NPOB and great people from NP
4) Learn how to play Pool and slack for the first sem
5) Have a lot of fun with TA04 during class outings or watever celebration we had
6) Start planning event for NPOB
7) Get to noe a good kor kor who is none other than Jason.
8) Went up Mount Stong (first time ever climb a mountain)
9) Into a relationship tat did not last..
10) Participate in earthquake relief and plan for CARE camp ( Got to learn a lot of things)
11) Get to know someone from LMS tat become my good buddy.
12) Change a new job. Now working at Spageddies and noe great people from there.
13) Get to fulfill my dream which is to learn PIANO... Cool~

Those were some major things tat happened and changed me for the whole year.. N i noe simple words could not descirbe all the memories I had during my life in NP.. I'm so glad that i get into Ngee ann and noe so many great people around.. Regardless they are from my class, my cca or anywhere.. N i would like to take this opportunity to thanks everyone that helped and guide me all along dis year.. Thanks for being there when i need help.. Thanks You.. N sorry if i ever say hurtful words to u guys.. I hope everything can start fresh.. N i believe next year gonna be a better year... Yeah.. =)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005; 12/28/2005 12:44:00 AM

Confused....

That's your soul like? (Great Pictures!)

You have a confused soul: Sometimes life can make sence to you, and other times it doesn't. You like to be around people and sometimes you don't. It's normal.Color: Dark blue: confused, don't know what to do next.Hair: Red, traped in a thought you can't really reach to.eyes: Purple. Trying to get to something, but you don't know what.
Take this quiz!

Okie.. Took a quiz.. Haha.. Haiz.. I'm indeed confused.. So many choices to make in my life.. Different choices lead u to differnt path of life.. N I'm so afraid to take the wrong path.. The feeling being lost at a unknown place especially when u are alone, Sux... I still remember i nearly get lost when i was young.. At the point of time, i nearly freak out.. Trying not to cry while looking aimlessly for my parents.. I was frighten.. Really frighten.. When i manage to find my parents, i hugged them and cried... From den on.. No matter where i go... I follow closely behind my parents.. How silly i am..

Now? I still afraid of being alone.. I just feel so insecure when i'm alone.. Regardless whether it is daylight or darkness.. Tat is why i love to be in crowd.. At least, someone is there when u need help.. Haiz..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005; 12/27/2005 12:22:00 AM

King Kong is damn Nice....

Ok.. Well i can't believe i actually cried while watching a movie.. OMG.. Just finish watching King Kong.. Though the show was 3 hrs long but it simply worth it.. It was okie at first.. The climate increase slowly as they enter the Skull Island.. That place was just crazy... As crazy as the natives there.. The natives look horrible and scary and the creatures on the island were huge... The onli part i like about the island was the sunset.. Omg.. It was reallly beautiful.. Ya.. The characters in the show was great.. King kong is so Kawaii.. I simply love the way he throw his temper.. Haha.. But it was sad, King Kong died in e end.. Haiz..

The show was so nice is beyond words can describe.. I realise something.. Though Love is just a very simple word.. But look down on this simple word... It can make people do things that are impossible.. Even go to the extend of sacrifying your life just to make sure the person u love is safe and sound.. How incredible love is..

Well.. Today was a great day to me.. I nv had cried and laugh so much.. As long as i remembered.. I had a wonderful time.. Though a bit dui lian.. First is cried in front of u cos of that show.. Second cry till contact lens came off.. Haha.. Omg.. dui lian si le... Anyway, thanks buddy.. For watching the show with me and making me laugh until cry when we are on our way back home.. Haha.. All thanks to u.. =P But it was fun.. I had a great day..

Monday, December 26, 2005; 12/26/2005 02:20:00 AM

I miss the Old Times...

Well.. It had past twelve.. Time flies.. Went out to celebrate one of my close fren's bdae whose bdae fall on Christmas.. Went to Marche to have a good lunch.. Slack all the way till now.. It was quite boring actually.. N now i'm back home blogging... Haha..

Getting emotional again.. Haiz.. Yest celebration (25th Dec) was actually okie as I get to see my best sister cum best fren and another close fren of mine.. It has been a long time since i last saw them.. Especially my best fren... There is so much i wanted to catch up with her.. But both of us are busy with our stuff... Haiz.. As usual today, she was with her new boyfriend... No chance to have a good chat with her again.. Got used le.. At that point of time, i suddenly miss the time when she was as close as my real sister who i can talk to no matter what happen. Someone that always protect me even though i'm suppose to be the elder one.. Someone tat scared I kanna bully.. I miss her... I really do.. N today i saw her, i realise tat i dunno her tat much le.. I'm no longer the person tat share her joy and sorrow.. I am with someone tat i am no longer familiar with.. Now to the extend I have to ask another person about how is she getting on with her life and whether is she coping well.. Haiz.. But I bet she dunno how much i treasure the friendship between us ba.. I do have fault for neglecting her when i enter poly ba.. It is hard to maintain a friendship when we are in different institution.. But i doubt tat our friendship are tat weak rite? Haiz.. Things just dun turn out the way u want it..

I'm worry for her.. Wonder when is she gonna settle down.. I really afraid one day she just fall too hard.. Haiz.. How silly I am.. Bet if she see dis, she gonna scold me for sure... Instead of worrying abt myself i worry abt her.. She comfirm say i think too much.. Haiz.. She is my best fren.. Dun worry abt her.. Den worry abt who.. Haiz...

Saturday, December 24, 2005; 12/24/2005 12:49:00 AM

I'm alone in this world...

On Christmas Eve.. Suddenly i feel damn pathetic about myself.. I start asking myself.. If i die, would that make any difference to anyone's life? I bet not.. Maybe except my parents... Always think that I have a lot of good frenz.. In e end? When i really need someone.. They are not there.. Put in so much effort into every friendship i have with others.. But in e end? Haiz.. I'm alone.. Really Alone.. Izzit because of me or others? I think i should start blaming myself what the hell did i do wrong..

Why are things always like tat? U put in so much effort into something.. U did your best.. If u lucky u manage to climb to the top.. But when u look back.. What actually have ya gain? I'm proud of myself tat i manage to climb so high in every ccas.. But is all bullshit.. I did not gain anything at all... I ask myself.. When u still work so hard when u noe u gain nth? Haiz..

Monday, December 19, 2005; 12/19/2005 10:31:00 PM

Break Time!!!

Fighting? Nope.. We simply love each other..

All my Girl Friends at Spageddies... Pretty rite?

Haha.. The snowman is huge..

Haha... Friday after training.. Went for a small christmas party at Spaggedies. Cool~ I simply enjoy my time spend down there... Though i just started work not long ago. Instead of distant themselves from me as I'm new, they welcome me into their big family. I enjoy every singe minute working with them. No problem communicating with them as they are all around my age. Some even same poly as me.. Cool~ My managers?? They are fun-loving people.. They taught me lots of stuff... Suddenly feel that i'm so fortunate to meet such nice peoples in both jobs (delifrance and spageddies). Haha.. =)

Cool~ Break Time!!!! Finally can get some rest.. Have been busy with stuffs non stop for the past few days. Work till my body can't take anymore.. Now, is time to get some rest to replenish my energy!!! haha..

Christmas is coming.. Still left a few presents to get.. Hmmm.. I'm broke.. =P

Wednesday, December 14, 2005; 12/14/2005 10:36:00 PM

Are u being yourself?

Reflection from "Mulan"

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself
I would break my fam'ly's heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Listen to dis song over and over again.. While listening, find the lyrics quite interesting.. Have u ever wonder who you really are? Have you been yourself all these while or pretending to be somebody that you are not? Who are you? Me? I'm wondering as well.. Have fun reading the lyrics. Is meaningful.. Think indept... =) Feel free to share with me about what ya think.. Take care!! =)

Monday, December 12, 2005; 12/12/2005 10:34:00 PM

Everything is so CoOL~~~ haha

Monday again.. Didn't really start my week too good.. Wake up early in the morning feeling damn sick. Didn't slept well yesterday nite. Nvm.. Went to school do WCOM projects den attend a 1hr tutorial. Well, time pass quickly though. 6.30pm!! A time which i look forward every monday for my piano lesson. Finally something that really interest me and brighten up my day.. I think piano have become part of my LIFE.. Hehe.. Miss Teh say sometime really encourage me a lot. She was saying tat i'm fast learner, my fingerings was okie just tat have to spend more time to remember the notes.. =P If i continue this speed with lots of practice at home, i can take grade 3 theory and pratical exam by next year November.. Cool~~~~ I shall work even harder. There is not much time for me as it is quite late to start learning piano at dis age.. I shall work hard to fulfill my dreams.. Maybe i shall become a part time piano teacher in few years time?? hehe.. Who knows? =) Jia you! Well.. I shall become a girl who not onli good at outdoor stuff but indoor stuff as well.. whahaha... Hey.. So stop saying i'm onli to those rough or sporty outdoor activities.. I can handle BOTH.. So proud of myself suddenly.. Hehe...

Okie.. Serious stuff.. Common test round the corner.. OH SHIT.. haha.. Study, study, study.... FFA, a module that i really scared of.. I still dun have confident in doing those questions.. How, how, how????? Haiz.. Onli can depend on myself le.. Tml shall stay at home whole day to study all the way.. I know i can do it de.. Hey.. Those studying for common test just like me.. Jia you okie?? Good Luck... =)

Read wei hao blog.. Haha.. Glad to hear that he and his ex patch back le after being through so much thing.. Greatest blessing from me sia.. Hehe.. So envy.. U finally found the one and girl that belongs to you.. Haha.. I shall wait for mine to appear den.. My one and onli guy that belong to CHRISTINA and no one else.. Haha.. Dreaming again.. But i think currently i shall focus on my studies and cca ba.. When i have extra time den say or when i really meet that special one.. Expect the unexpected. Haha.. =P

ARH... One more week to Christmas.. Three weeks to 2006.. One more month to my 18th birthday.. Haha.. Time flies.. Looking forward to all these celebrations.. CoOL~~~~ =P

Wednesday, December 07, 2005; 12/07/2005 11:53:00 PM

I'm trying..

Arh.. Brain gonna explode any moment man.. Wake up damn early for school. After two hours of tutorial, went over to BP mac to study with one of my good buddy.. What the hell.. I dun even know the basic of accounting.. How to survive?? Slack some more.. Now struggling like shit for FFA.. Christina arh.. U put yourself into dis kind of position man.. ARH.. I bet he nv met such a student like me.. Thanks buddy for teaching me FFA.. Hard time on you.. Hey.. U really sound damn fierce and serious when you are teaching.. To say the truth i nearly cried.. Maybe too stress up ba.. Haiz.. Thanks a lot.. =)

Someone ask me dis question.. Why are u working so hard? Why can't u put study first? In my mind i was thinking.. Who dun wanna study? I too hope tat i can be a full time student.. Rather than studying during weekdays, working during weekends.. That is really tiring.. But what can i do? I thought u noe me well.. When u told me that i should quit my cca as i really dun have time for myself.. I was a little disappointed.. U should noe tat cca play a huge part in my life.. The onli time that i am really relaxed and be myself was during cca.. I can put everything aside at that moment and just sweat myself out.. N now u tell me to leave that cca in order to have more time to study? If i really do tat.. I bet i will become even more unhappy. No life at all for me.. Work and study.. That It.. That is not the Christina I wanna be.. There is no way i gonna quit my job, my cca or even put aside my interest.. I dun have enough time le.. I wasted too much time when i'm younger.. I just wanna learn, experience as much thing as possible now.. I hope do get your understanding.. I'm trying to bring a balance to everything.. I'm trying.. I wun neglect my studies.. That is for sure.. Do trust me.. N really thanks for being there for me, Buddy.. Stop worrying for me k?

Monday, December 05, 2005; 12/05/2005 10:50:00 PM

I'm Back....

Yoz.. I'm back!!! It's been a long time since i blog due to the tight schedule i had last week.. Whahaha... Well.. Last week, my time was packed with projects, piano lesson, Camp stuff and others.. Whew.. Manage to survive..

The CARE camp has finally come to an end.. The camp was not perfect as there was some communication break down, changing of my programs blah blah.. But I think everyone did a fantastic job... Though for the past few days due to the camp, i didn't sleep and eat well, now totally wore off.. But seeing the kids having fun at the end of the day, the thing i learn and experience.. Everything was worth while.. Hehe.. =) Through this camp, i learn quite a lot of stuff.. Be calm even something happen or watever, communication is impt and planning... Haha.. Looking forward for another camp man.. Whohoho....

Kkz.. Today the first day of the week.. TIRED as i dun have enough sleep.. Keep falling asleep during lecture and tutorial.. Think gonna rest well and start studying le.. Time to slow down a little and start preparing for common test which is next week.. OMG.. I shall really work hard man.. I think i shall continue tml.. Mind isn't working properly.. Dunno what i wanna typing liao.. Tml gonna be a better day.. hehe.. =)