I did it!!
I completed 2 1/2full campus round estimating 7km non stop..
Great achievement compare to last week 1 1/2 campus run, aren't it?
Wanted to treat myself a choc sundae at mac..
BUT... I can't even have a proper meal without creating trouble for others.
I spilled my cup of Green tea making a mess on the floor..
That is very nice..
Just having a simple meal doesn't go the way i want it..
Friendship, studies, OB and Relationship..
Everything is not going RIGHT..
What the F***!
Been finding lots of reason to stay outside late..
House is always empty when i'm home..
What's the point of going home den?
Already with lots of problem in my head..
Instead of sharing my problems with my boy..
I still have to handle his nagging and his signing about his stupid attachment..
How to take it... Why can't he nv understand...
When i keep quiet to listen to all his nonsence..
He ask why i so quiet and sianz half and wanna sleep and then put down the phone..
Talk oso wrong.. keep quiet oso wrong.. WTH..
Why must i always listen to him and not him listening to me..
It just the right time before the bomb explode..
I just wished that time will stop when i'm with my frenz...
Can't take it.. I just couldn't study..
ARGH..

I guess in the end.. You can't blog what you really want over here...
Afterall.. People gonna read what you blog..

There's lots of things going through my mind right now..
Should i blog or should i just keep it with me in my heart..
I have been neglecting him for the past few days..
However, there is no way i can face him like what I used to be...
I just wanna hide forever..
I seriously need a shoulder to lean on..
I'm tired... Very tired..
I'm at the edge of giving up..

Just woke up from a 11hrs sleep..
Without picking any phone calls and replying sms.. Without any DINNER.
I slept through the 11hrs sleep..
Was really drained out due to the overnight training..
Walking from East Coast back to Ngee Ann with little stopping points..
We started at about 11pm at night and reach back school around 5 plus..
It was indeed very tiring but I'm glad that I manage to endure all the way and finish the route.
Wasn't feeling well at the beginning of the training..
Maybe due to the jab that cost me a bomb.
After the injection, my whole body is numb especially me left arm..
The pain was all the way there till half way through.
Maybe I'm just too tired to feel anything.
First group to reach back school.
The moment we reach the room, we slept while waiting for the others.
We stink and we decide to clean up ourselves..
OMG.. The water is freezing cold.
N maybe that's the reason, my injection area is swollen now, unable to lift my arm.
That's very nice...
Went over for breakfast.. walking and eating like zombies..
We are all TIRED....
From the training i realised sth...
I'm not the fastest when come to walking anymore.. Haha..
But great memories though...

You seems so near yet so far..
In a state of confusion..

Was pissed off with the Viewpoint software which we were suppose to do our project with..
The software just dun seems to cooperate with us..
Giving us all sorts of problem that our school technician can't do anything abt it..
What a pain.. How i wish our tutor can just scrap off the project..
But too bad.. The project still have to hand in next tues.. Haiz...
I realised sth for the past few days..
I get pissed off easily and starting shouting at the top of voice..
Sorry to those being shouted at..
I'm just too stressed up..
Nth seems to go right everytime I do sth..
Some stuff can be easily solve within few mins but people always seem to make it so COMPLICATED and it take a life time to finish it when the deadline is near..
I dun understand why...
You tell me... How Can i dun get pissed off???
Argh~~~



I dun understand human..
Is not easy to plan an activities..
Especially planning for a big public organisation..
It may seems easy getting volunteers and just go for the event..
But it is not...
Volunteers last min, dun turn up on actual event.
Volunteers late for the event..
Volunteers not doing their job properly..
Volunteers getting into trouble.. (I hope not)
All the responsibilities lies on me...
I have to answer if anything went wrong..
You guys must be thinking: " Christina look for all these trouble.."
But that's my job...
I'm trying to expose people to how big organisation plan events and socialise with the public..
But people just dun appreciate..
Is okie they dun..
Worst of all, people can last min say cannot make it after waiting for them so long..
N said forget to tell me.. Oh my god..
But Luckily, I still have a few good buddies from OB that helped and support me..
Making things easy for me..
If not.. I will die sia..


Went for Fun on Foot amazing race briefing with some of the OB members..
End the briefing short and simple and went over to Marina Square for Dinner..
Had a great time talking and laughing over lots of lame stuff at Burger King...
Went over to Pool center for a short game of pool..
Poor Derrick, He is our main target for that day...
Everything we said was against him.. Hehe..
More scandal..
Lucky, Derrick is a gentlement and was not angry at all.. haha.. =P
It was suppose to be a briefing but it turns out to be a little small gathering for OB members..
But it always seems to be the few that I click with..
Haha.. Great Nite anyway..

P.S. Sorry to those I shouted at.. Hope you guys understand.. Putting yourself into my shoes.. Thanks for those that supported me, making things easy for me.. Thanks..

Argh.. Nearly got conned by stupid guy.
He called me on Monday saying: " Are u Christina? I'm Waijun from VEG Pte Ltd. My company is expanding its business and looking for people that is willing to work. There are a few management post to be filled up. We offer part time and full time jobIf u are interested, you can come down for an interview with my manager. It is opp Eunos MRT station.
I asked him how did ya get my number? what's the company doing, what's my job scope, what's my pay, and website that i can visit or anything.
He answer: " I got your number through some online thing, My company is doing... (he is speaking damn fast when he say about his company). We have a website but it is currently down at the moment, so you wun be able to check anything. Job scope and pay wise will be discussed during the interview."
After i put down the phone he sms me the address of the company which is 190 CHANGI ROAD. It is good for you to come down and take a look.
I was quite tempted at the beginning since and ask my fren and boy should i go for the interview and heard of this company before. They say No. I started to get suspicious. He got my number from nowhere. Dun even know where i'm studying and what course i'm taking. He actually ask me to go for management post. Somemore so FAR..

Today training was asking around anyone heard of VEG pte Ltd. Nobody knows. Yongjie suddenly say that he too got an interview at Eunos. After comparing the sms.. We conclude that is the same company send by different person. He ask yongjie to go for sales marketing position... ARGH!!!!! So we decided not to go..

Frenz out there.. If you receive any call from these unknow people. Though it may sound tempting.. DUN GO!! Suspect to be MLM.. Where the hell got such good offer when we are just 19 years old.. SO just ignore.. You dunno what's gonna happen. JUST IGNORE..



To my dearest Rebz Jie,
I know it is quite disappointing to see that those working frenz that used to be "GOOD" are no longer who they are.. I understand.. Going into the working society is hard. There are a lot of things that could happen. There are always politics regardless which company. Though u may not like it, may that is the fact. Everyone wants to climb to a high post and they will do whatever they can to achieve that. As long as you know clearly what you are doing and dun get involve. You will be alright. Just be careful whatever u do and say. Dun let people have the chance to stab you. Take care k.. I know you can do it de.. Me, Yingjia, Grace, Wen Ting and whole of OB is supporting you.. Jia You.. Anything feel free to share with me or anyone.. We are there.. Jia you and Good Luck. Hope that keychain can bring you more luck!! Muackz. We Love You.. =)

Weather is getting crazy nowadays
You could be perspiring at one moment, the other moment u could be sneezing due to the heavy rain..
The world is turning upside down..
So frenz.. Do take care of yourself ya.. =)
Dun be like me.. Falling Sick~~~

Life seems normal to me for the past few days..
Complete 2 presentations on Monday..
2 more to go!!!
1 test on coming Mondy.. Haven't study.. Yawnz..

To dearest Cindy, Xiang, Vivian, Yuan and Evern:
I read your email... Thanks for the encouragement.. I will work hard de.. Though we are nt as close we used to be : hooking hands while walking back to class during sec school, meet each other in the morning before school start. I really appreciate those little effort to make me realise I still have u girls afterall.. Though sometime I maybe quiet during outings with u girls, to the extend loss of words. Maybe is due to less meet up that i actually distance away from u girls.. But i really thanks you girls for making those effort all 6 of us together.. Thank you.. N i'm really glad to have u girls.. We shall more meet up to close the distance okie? I will work hard.. N i hope u girls too.. =)

To that special girl:
It's been a long time since we last contact each other. The last time i sms u was asking u for lunch on the first week of July. I know u were free cos ur msn state that u are available from 2 July onwards. I make the first move and ask u out.. But you wanna stay at home. Maybe u really wanna stay at home ba.. I was really disappointed when i received that sms.. But nvm.. I can understand.. U once told me that i'm the only 1 that can tolerate your attitude and became your best frenz. But i guess you found lots of fren that can tolerate you. I really feel happy for u.. Well i guess, both of us have total different opinion on everything and of different character. Our friendship really end this way?

I dunno what i'm talking abt.. Just random thoughts.. Take Care..

Birthday girl - Vivian Chua =)

Candy floss as big as their face.. =p

My strawberry delight drink.

We r fighting to eat the last bit of ice cream Good frenz dun fight.. Hehe..

Yummy Food~~~

That is not newspaper.. Is their menu..

Aren't we awesome?

Photo Taking session in the Toilet..

God damm it..
Argh..
Project and more projects..
I just hate the word PROJECTS..
They are nv ending..
1 due on Monday - Not yet finish..
1 due on the 7th - half way i guess
1 due on the 13th - half way through..
1 due dunno when - haven't even touch it..
So many things~~
OB, frenz, school work, my boi, my part time work..
7 days is not enough for me.. Dying~~~
I NEED MORE TIME!!!!
I NEED MORE CASH!!!
So many things tat need cash..
OB Taiwan need abt $1000 if i went through the interview.
OB events that is coming up (maybe) - at least $500
Genting trip with my boi - $300
den daily expenses?
Where to find sia?

To my dearest 14th committe..
Sorry been missing quite a bit for meetings and recee. I do put OB in the 1st place. But i guess, sometime i do have to put my frenz first once in a while.. Cos of OB, I miss lots of the gathering last year.. Really hope u understand and not purposely miss those meeting and recee. N u guys should know tat my family is not tat rich. So i have to work in order to go for all OB events.. Projects keeps coming in and u know.. My results too aren't tat good.. I'm struggling.. So.. Yah.. I know u guys will understand rite? =) I will try my best to go for meetings and training.. Thanks..

To my frenz..
Yah.. I will try to make time for u guys.. =) Been missing lots of gathering... I know.. Sorry~~
Will call u guys soon once i'm done with all my stuff.. U know who you are.. Sorry~~