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Friday, June 30, 2006; 6/30/2006 01:00:00 PM

Busy week..

Been a long time since i blog.
School started on Monday and time flies.. Friday le..
Had been rushing all my projects that gonna due these few days,
started study for exam at Yishun BK with Dear, ( Hardworking leh.. =p)
working for few days as quite a lot of module having E learning,
busy with OB stuff ( I & E, proposal... )

Busy week huh? haha.. Just receive a letter from Ngee Ann Polytechnic. N u know wat the letter is about? ATTACHMENT!!! oh gosh. So fast. N my attachment start on the 28 August, rite after exam.. Argh... I still thought that i can relax a while, go for OB trip or other.. Haiz.. Comfirm a lot of events cannot go again.. Haiz..

Suddenly feel like going shopping. Haha.. Gonna jio people out soon.. Haha.. If I am free. =P Miss rebz jie, wen ting, veronica.... sobz sobz... I want to go Out.. haha..

Thursday, June 22, 2006; 6/22/2006 12:37:00 AM

Haiz..

For the past few days, had been in and out of NUH. Seeing my mum going through all the scans, needles in and out of her thin, weak hand to take blood for test, drinking 3L of solutions to clear her large intestine den go toilets every 15 to 30 min.. The feeling isn't good... Worst thing of all, is the doctor fault tat cause my mum to be in dis condition. She is just a B****H.. Oh my god. N she can push everything to my mum, blaming tat is my mum fault.. What the hell.. But now at least she gave the right amount of medicine to my mum.. N my mum is getting better.. Whew.. She is recovering and she is going home on 22/6 if everything is okie..

For the past few days, wasn't feeling good.. Was down with a flu.. Mum inside hospital, frenz at malaysia.. Argh.. But lucky got dear dear.. I think he know i dun feel good. Therefore for the past 3 days, he kept me company after I visit my mum. Went to watch movies.. N u know wat.. We watch a movie everyday for the past few days.. Oh gosh.. The Omen, R.V and She's the man.. Nice shows..

Nearly quarrel with my dad on the phone due to the reason of coming home late. Was VERY ANGRY with him cause i really dun understand what the hell he is thinking.. Dear Dear was beside me trying to calm me down but he fail.. Cos too angry liao.. Sorry.. He did nth wrong and I ignore him.. =( Haiz... But I still Love him.. Hehe.. =)

Friday, June 16, 2006; 6/16/2006 08:28:00 PM

Everything is against me..

Things can never be as bad as this.. Everything is against me again.. Wat the hell.. My good sister dun understand me and say sth hurtful. My mum have to be admit into hospital for observation. I can't go to Mawai camp and gonna miss out lots of fun. Everything is just againist me.. Why things goes this way? I dun wan.. Can't I ust lead a peaceful life? When things are getting better for me, some things just happen and drag me back to square one.. I hate it.. I dislike it..

Tuesday, June 13, 2006; 6/13/2006 12:03:00 AM

What should i do?

Haiz.. What should i do to make everyone happy? I know i should live for myself.. But seeing people around angry abt me isn't wat i want.. I dun want all these to happen but what can i do? My good sister msg me in msn.. First sentence from her was " You are never there when i need you most" I was speechless.. I already try my best to spread my time evenly.. These two weeks holidays.. 3 Projects, Work, Mawai camp, all these are cramp all together.. I dun even have free time for myself.. Jade Jie bdae coming up.. Jason Kor bdae coming up.. I already find it hard to find time for them.. But i really wish to celebrate their bdae with them as both of them really help me a lot while in poly.. To my good sister.. She always thought tat i'm always close with my new friends.. She always say that i keep working.. No time for her.. But did she ever understand my situation? Haiz... Nvm.. Nobody to blame.. I try to make myself free to keep in touch with everyone.. I dun want any good fren of mine to leave me.. I dun want.. What should I do.. Haiz.. Conclusion: I not a good fren to have afterall..

Monday, June 12, 2006; 6/12/2006 01:39:00 AM

OB bbq..

Haha.. Just came back from OB bbq.. It was very fun.. So glad to see some of them actually bond quite well.. We eat lots of food, a small celebration for jason kor and rebecca jie.. Had lots of fun.. A bit tired after doing all those stuff and playing.. =P Cos for the past few days had been working full shift and watching Da changjin till quite late.. So not enough sleep..

Okie.. Common test is over and is time for TERM BREAK.. So cool la.. Finally can have some fun and rest.. Will be going out for the next few days celebrating people birthday.. Next week will be going off to malaysia for a camp le.. Looking forward for that relax camp.. Hehe.. Yeah!

Below are some photos taken during BBQ.. Haha.. OB rox..

My 3 old buddy in OB..

Me with some of my OB seniors..

Happy Birthday to Jie and Kor.. =) Love them lotz..

Friday, June 02, 2006; 6/02/2006 11:44:00 PM

Good Lucj

Dear all.. Common test is here again.. All of us should be busy mugging now ba.. No worry.. After common test gonna be TERM BREAK!! Whahaha.. Work hard now and enjoy later.. =) I hereby wish everyone tat are having common test.. Good Luck and all the best.. Jia you wor..

Thursday, June 01, 2006; 6/01/2006 08:23:00 PM

I feel so helpless..

At this point of time.. I feel so helpless.. Watching the news showing what happen to the people after the Java earthquake.. I so much wanted to help them.. But i dunno where to start.. I email to Singapore Red cross asking to be volunteer but they have enough manpower. They will let me know if they need people to do Fund Raising. Common test is here and after tat, two weeks break.. This earthquake come at the wrong time again. By the time we collect and send it over.. It is simply just too late.. What should i do? Izzit my fault that i wanna help people? I look too highly upon myself huh? Thinking tat i can do it all by myself? I can't even help myself and i wanna help others.. What the.. But But.... Sobz Sobz..