Went for interview at JTC for account assistant..
Was being rejected due to insufficient experience..
Yawnz..
Got a call fro Recruit Express that I'm hired by MDIS..
Though pay a bit low, but it's better than nth i guess..
Thursday gonna start work..
Full 2 months being at the desk..
But luckily, it's a campus..
So i will be seeing lots of new faces walking around..
Should be able to finds thing to entertain myself.. =P
Hope tat the in charge would be nice.. =)
Wish me luck.. =)

Sorry...

Scars form whenever we hurt ourselves, if we have an injury to our bodies, our bodies respond by healing, and often, forming scar tissues over the wounds.The scar tissue is usually thicker and stronger than our normal skin.In our lives, we often encounter events, or situations with people that hurt us, for eg, a lot of us have gone through the painful feeling of a break-up with a girlfriend or boyfriend, or the loss of a loved one, or the pain of being ill.I believe that when we go through the sad and painful events in our lives, we eventually heal, and we become stronger as a result of the challenges we experience."- Corrinne May

'Scars (Stronger for Life)' by Corrinne May
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me downI
nto pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Scars make us stronger for life

Went for an interview at Aniket Solutions
Was in the office with the supervisor for 1hr, chit chatting..=
It was a great experience for me..
However, i got no idea whether i'm selected..
Haiz..
Monday another interview..
Hope I will be selected..
I'm jobless!!!
BORING~~~~~
Anyone can recommend me any jobs???

After so long of worrying and waiting...
The true is out..
The big stone in me sunk when i knew the result..
I was relieved and jumping with joy...
I've pass my exams and unofficially graduate from NP.. =)

You asked me lots of questions...
Do I love you?
Do I get irritated easily when I'm with you?
Will we be as close as we are when we are old?
You know what are the answer i will give you... But....
Izzit you or me that has change?
Or izzit that since the beginning, we belong to two differen worlds?
Do you really feel tat insecure being with me?
Or are you expecting too much from me?
I told you when we first met..
I will nv make any promises to you...
Cos i know.. Promises can be broken..
N that feeling really hurts..
Both of us have our own interest and leading our own life base on them..
I tried to keep u company whenever I'm free..
But you have to be understanding that my job require me to run in and out of malaysia..
I know i have been very impatient towards you..
I'm stress over lots of things.. (Studies and work)
N you are not helping me...
Instead asking me lots of irrelevant questions..
N being so serious over the slighest thing i say which meant to be a joke..
So you change or I change?
N whatever u are unhappy about..
You nv once told me...
So would you please tell me what wrong now???
I really dun wish things to go this way...
Sorry.. Love you..

Been running in and out of Malaysia for the past few days..
Running camp for Secondary school under Asia Outdoors..
Just finish a girls school few days ago..
Had lots of fun though I was tired due to insufficient sleep...
However, I learn lots of things that you nv get to learn during lesson time..
Lots of things out there waiting for me to explore and learn...
Life can never be as fulfilling and fun as those spend in the outdoors..

4 more days before I had to face the reality..
The reality whereby whether or not I'm able to graduate..
No matter how much i wish to pass, I prepare myself for the worst..
Whatever it is.. 4 more days to go....

I'm just a simple girl...
A girl who may look strong at the outside but soft at the inside..
A girl who wish to be dote and loved by someone she care...
A girl who wish to spend every single moment as happy as she could..
A girl who wish to have a simple life...

You have things bothering you just like i do...
But i nv once bring my trouble into our relationship..
I knew that we are suppose to share happiness and sorrow..
But sometime, it's better to keep some..
No matter how much i tried to talk to u..
U had your own thoughts and refuse to listen to me..
You listen to my nagging, but it came out from the other ear right away...
I try to make u happy whenever i see u..
However, there is one thing u should know..
Everyone has a limit.. N that's the limit i can go...
U are tired from your work.. I'm tired from my work too...
I dunno...
There are just so much things tat i can put them into words...

Been really moody for the past few days..
Throwing temper at the slightest things that I'm unhappy about..
Bothering about part time work..
Bothering about my exam results..
Bothering about other personal stuff..
I guess I'm just clueless what I really want in life..