If ever I could run away..
If ever I could hide...
If ever I could stop thinking..
If ever I could stop expecting too much..
If ever my heart could make of steel..
If ever I could stop feeling this way..
If ever I could assume tat everything is fine...
At least I would feel tat much pain..
It hurts.. It really hurts...
A family which I once thought I belong to..
Seem that it was nv mine since the first place...
N this moment.. I really wish to cry it all out..
N forget about everything..
But I guess.. It's time for me to grow up....
N end my grumbling before people start saying me ridiculous..
But whatever izzit.. Thanks for giving me that wonderful 3 years in OB...