Sometime I really wonder am I really that annoying?
Someone tat everyone find it hard to talk to?
Even it's years we been frenz..
Or even frenz I just met.
I dunno.. I feel tat i really sux..
I always thought I will be able to manage things around me..
But I realised.. I couldn't..
I thought I can manage my relationship, friendship at the same time.
I can't..
Frenz start leaving one by one..
As if i never exist in their life..
Not trying to say i'm impt..
But.. It do hurts being left alone..
A family I once belong...
I dunno whether i still belong there...
Is not my intention that i distance myself away from that family..
It's just that I have to work to earn my extra allowance..
Not going for those camps, doesn't mean i dun care..
I do care a lot in fact..
I dunno.. I'm confused..
Can anyone tell me what to do?
To close up the gap between me and the big family?