So what even if I went for OB taiwan and climb 1 mountain..
So what even if I climb Gunung Stong...
So what even if I join Great Eastern Run...
So what even if i completed 10km run..
So what even if i completed it non stop and finish it at 1hr 13 min..
The person I wish to share the news with wasn't even there and doesn't even know what time my race is..
N what should I do??
Pretend that I'm being ridiculous and childish??

I'm a failure in Studies..
I'm a failure in OB..
I'm a failure in Friendship..
I'm a failure in Relationship..
I'm a failure in my personal attitude..
I'm a failure in EVERYTHING...

I HATE myself..
N I really do...
N if ever I reach the point that I just wanna let go everything..
I really wish that I'll be gone for good....