Went for a stroll after my briefing..
Went over to Esplanade where you and I had a memorable time there...
Got myself a fondue from Chocz..
I finished the whole fondue which suppose to be for 2 persons..
Hoping that it will somehow cheer me up...
But it didn't...

Was sitting at marina bay for 6hrs..
Hoping to get a reply from you after my last msg to u..
But all I received was the following msg from u..
"Dear.. I finish school le.."
N there was no more reply from u..
I was hesitating to make my final decision..
But when i hear nth from u..
I decided to end everything..
N ur reply is the same old thing..
Making me feel that I'm the cause of everything..
Not treasuring things that u have done..
How about U? Did ya reflect on yourself..
Why do u have to always think u are always rite?
Whatever I say are not going through ur mind..
I really dunno how to explain to u..

I'm really tired and u are not helping me..
Pls spare me.. I'm really at the edge of being mad and collapsing..
N i tell u.. If I could.. I really wish to take a knife and just end my life..