What do you Fear?
This question suddenly pop out from no where while i'm walking back home..
N I started thinking~~~
Everyone fear of something regardless hu are you, including me..
I fear of the Dark..
I fear of the loneliness..
I fear of the open sea...
I fear of the height...
Coming to think about it..
I fear of DEATH..
Reading articles on people dying through accidents..
(Drowning while canoe capsize, bike accident, hit by fallen trees, small boy got crash by a van)
I can't deny that Human Life is fragile..
What can we do? Sad to say.. We can do nothing about it..
You will never know when is your turn..
Not being pessimistic but that is reality..
So.. Are you afraid to Die?

I wanted to make my life as happening as possible..
So at least, when i look back when i'm dead..
I dun regret...
So much wanted to do all the impossible stuff that i'm afraid of..
BUT i failed to conquer my fear... I kept telling myself that i'll be fine..
However, I couldn't bring myself to do it..
I'm still afraid of the cruel open sea even though i love to kayak..
Contridicting? I believe so..
ot able to swim in that open sea..
The feeling of being insecure..
I just can't endure....
I gave up in the end...
I hate myself!

Where have ya been? Are u doing good?
You know who u are..
Do you know that I onli get to know what have ya been doing through your blog?
U are busy.. Really Busy...
Busy till i do not dare to call or sms u..
Or should I say..
I'm afriad of the those short replies u given me..
U once told me not to work tat hard..
What about you?
I'm worried and I knew that you will nv tell me..
Are we still as close as we used to?
Aren't we gonna do something about it?
Or are we gonna leave it the way it is now..
Sister.. I need you...
Btw.. Congrats that you manage to get into NTU..
N please.. Stop working so hard...
U need a break...

Shall say something that cheer me up a little.. Will be working at Suntec during the weekends of school term break for a event on Kampong Games for kidz.. No idea what's I'm gonna do there till briefing.. Hope I'm able to see lots of cute children.. Hehe..

For now on.. Common Test just round the corner.. Jia you to all my dear friends..