Been a long time since i last blog.
What had happened to me?
I think as usual.. In A BIG MESS..
My life isn't going well..
My worst fear has come true..
I'm no longer the Christina I used to be..
I no longer dare to dream..
I'm no longer as ambitious as i used to be..
I always known for my confident, happy go lucky and daring attitude..
But they are no longer there..
I lost all of them..
Friendship, Relationship and watever stuff..
I start to wonder do they really exist..
They do.. But at least not to me..
Heaven playing a huge joke on me..
Whenever i start believing they do exist..
It just took them away from me..
How cruel heaven can be..
I start to question myself..
What have i done wrong?
I'm unsure as well..
I'm tired.. I'm struggling..
I just need to find them all back..
Somebody just help me..
I'm LOST..