Arh.. Brain gonna explode any moment man.. Wake up damn early for school. After two hours of tutorial, went over to BP mac to study with one of my good buddy.. What the hell.. I dun even know the basic of accounting.. How to survive?? Slack some more.. Now struggling like shit for FFA.. Christina arh.. U put yourself into dis kind of position man.. ARH.. I bet he nv met such a student like me.. Thanks buddy for teaching me FFA.. Hard time on you.. Hey.. U really sound damn fierce and serious when you are teaching.. To say the truth i nearly cried.. Maybe too stress up ba.. Haiz.. Thanks a lot.. =)

Someone ask me dis question.. Why are u working so hard? Why can't u put study first? In my mind i was thinking.. Who dun wanna study? I too hope tat i can be a full time student.. Rather than studying during weekdays, working during weekends.. That is really tiring.. But what can i do? I thought u noe me well.. When u told me that i should quit my cca as i really dun have time for myself.. I was a little disappointed.. U should noe tat cca play a huge part in my life.. The onli time that i am really relaxed and be myself was during cca.. I can put everything aside at that moment and just sweat myself out.. N now u tell me to leave that cca in order to have more time to study? If i really do tat.. I bet i will become even more unhappy. No life at all for me.. Work and study.. That It.. That is not the Christina I wanna be.. There is no way i gonna quit my job, my cca or even put aside my interest.. I dun have enough time le.. I wasted too much time when i'm younger.. I just wanna learn, experience as much thing as possible now.. I hope do get your understanding.. I'm trying to bring a balance to everything.. I'm trying.. I wun neglect my studies.. That is for sure.. Do trust me.. N really thanks for being there for me, Buddy.. Stop worrying for me k?