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Saturday, December 24, 2005; 12/24/2005 12:49:00 AM
I'm alone in this world...
On Christmas Eve.. Suddenly i feel damn pathetic about myself.. I start asking myself.. If i die, would that make any difference to anyone's life? I bet not.. Maybe except my parents... Always think that I have a lot of good frenz.. In e end? When i really need someone.. They are not there.. Put in so much effort into every friendship i have with others.. But in e end? Haiz.. I'm alone.. Really Alone.. Izzit because of me or others? I think i should start blaming myself what the hell did i do wrong..
Why are things always like tat? U put in so much effort into something.. U did your best.. If u lucky u manage to climb to the top.. But when u look back.. What actually have ya gain? I'm proud of myself tat i manage to climb so high in every ccas.. But is all bullshit.. I did not gain anything at all... I ask myself.. When u still work so hard when u noe u gain nth? Haiz..
Diamond Earrings 
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October 2005