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Monday, December 26, 2005; 12/26/2005 02:20:00 AM

I miss the Old Times...

Well.. It had past twelve.. Time flies.. Went out to celebrate one of my close fren's bdae whose bdae fall on Christmas.. Went to Marche to have a good lunch.. Slack all the way till now.. It was quite boring actually.. N now i'm back home blogging... Haha..

Getting emotional again.. Haiz.. Yest celebration (25th Dec) was actually okie as I get to see my best sister cum best fren and another close fren of mine.. It has been a long time since i last saw them.. Especially my best fren... There is so much i wanted to catch up with her.. But both of us are busy with our stuff... Haiz.. As usual today, she was with her new boyfriend... No chance to have a good chat with her again.. Got used le.. At that point of time, i suddenly miss the time when she was as close as my real sister who i can talk to no matter what happen. Someone that always protect me even though i'm suppose to be the elder one.. Someone tat scared I kanna bully.. I miss her... I really do.. N today i saw her, i realise tat i dunno her tat much le.. I'm no longer the person tat share her joy and sorrow.. I am with someone tat i am no longer familiar with.. Now to the extend I have to ask another person about how is she getting on with her life and whether is she coping well.. Haiz.. But I bet she dunno how much i treasure the friendship between us ba.. I do have fault for neglecting her when i enter poly ba.. It is hard to maintain a friendship when we are in different institution.. But i doubt tat our friendship are tat weak rite? Haiz.. Things just dun turn out the way u want it..

I'm worry for her.. Wonder when is she gonna settle down.. I really afraid one day she just fall too hard.. Haiz.. How silly I am.. Bet if she see dis, she gonna scold me for sure... Instead of worrying abt myself i worry abt her.. She comfirm say i think too much.. Haiz.. She is my best fren.. Dun worry abt her.. Den worry abt who.. Haiz...