I'm lost...

She stares blankly out of e window..
Her Mind In so many Places..
She wishes for a Happy Life & to find a brighter Day..
Yet There's always something dragging her back, getting in her way..
Why can she not fight away the demons that's she hold..
When She used to be so strong..
Why does she just seems to always give up?
When she could have been happy all along?
She oftens think about her past and how it hurt her so..
It's hard for her to forget about it & simply let it go...
She dreams one day she'll find her prince..
He'll make her dreams come true..
He'll Love how she longs to be loved..
And Help her make it through..
The bad times will slowly disappear..
However never out of mind...
How can you forget about the hurt of the past..
When it imprinted on your heart...
All you can do it, push it back
And made a brand new start....
I'm lost out of a sudden.. Will he be the one tat i always long for? Will he able to tell me e direction tat i should be going? What will happen in the end? I dunno.. My mind is blank.. All i can do is that much.. The rest is up to you le...