Sweet Memories

2009-06-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

Tired is the only word i can think of right now..
Whether it is physically or mentally...
I've been trying to numb myself by working..
How come it doesn't work?
Why do I still feel miserable?
What's the goal in my life? I find nothing...

2009-05-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

A Place In This World lyrics
Songwriters: Orrall, Robert Ellis; Angelo, Petraglia; Swift, Taylor Alison;

I don't know what I want
So don't ask me 'cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking, trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do
I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Can you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh, yeah, but that's okay

I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting offI
'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission but I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
Oh, I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Oh, I'm just a girl
Oh, I'm just a girl
Oh, I'm just a girl

2009-05-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

I got the temp account assistant job at cck!
Finally I do not have to grumble to ppl that I'm jobless... Sorry ppl..

Went back for OB training after being away for 1 year...
Nothing really change on the outer, still one big crazy family...
But i do know, there are changes that will make u feel.... sad? disappointed?

Emo virus do spread...
Seeing so many ppl being emo yet i can't do a single thing to help..
I'm in a bad shape as well.. What can i do??

I realize something..
Certain things, you onli have 1 chance.
Once you wasted that chance, there is nothing you can do.
Ppl come in and out of your life,
and is up to you whether you wanna to treasure him or her..
If you do not, you cannot blame ppl for leaving you...
You can onli blame yourself..
So ppl, if you like someone, tell him or her..
Or you may not have the chance anymore..
if you have someone now or a close fren that went through thick and thin with you...
Treasure that person..
Dun wait till he or she leave you before you start regretting...
By then, it's too late...
Be it being friends or boy girl relationship..
The theory is the same~

I learnt my lesson.......
Be it Friends or relationship...
Especially ppl that was once my close friends......
I make too many mistakes and began to bear all the consequences..
I can't blame anyone, as it's all my fault to begin with...
Everything is too late...

So DUN FOLLOW MY FOOTSTEP...

Everyone has his or her own story which are unknown to ppl.....

2009-05-17T22:50:00.001+08:00

Would I be able to get the account assistant job?

I miss you....

Would you stay with me?

2009-05-16T11:48:00.001+08:00

When nothings seems to motivate you anymore...
When everything doesn't bother you anymore...
When life start getting to be meaningless....

Would you stay with me?

2009-05-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

Who cares...
Who cares about you having exams?
Who cares whether you are happy, sad, angry or watever...
Who cares whether you gonna fail your exams..
Who cares about your grumbling..
Who cares about you wanting to talk to someone...
Nobody cares....

2009-05-06T17:34:00.003+08:00

Was reading posts that I'd written since Oct 2005 and I realize that so much things had happened for the last three years. Leaving Secondary school, entering polytechnic and here I am, moving on to the next stage of my life - taking my degree in SIM. Time Flies, don't you think so? Time passes by so fast such that what happened in the past became unreal.. You wun remember those till you go through ur blog and realize "WOW, I had such memories..."

Happy, Sad, Excited, Angry, Disappointed, etc.. Whatever emotion u name, I've been through it. Do they make me into a stronger person? Maybe, Maybe Not..

What I do know now.. Words are getting lesser.. N I'm pushing myself forward with the last strength I have. I cannot find anymore motivation.. It's disheartening...

Once again, I'm at the edge of the cliff......

Exams are coming.. I'm trying very hard to study...
But my mind is drifting away.....
Study Study Study.........

2009-04-19T22:34:00.006+08:00

It's Grandpa 73th Birthday!!
Wish him good health and win 4D.. =P
Love him lots...

Had steamboat, was too busy to take photos...
During cake cutting session, realize camera got NO BATTERY!
Opps, Just have to make full use of camera phone den...
All of us had a great time..
Nothing is more impt than the bonds u shared with ur family members.. =)

2009-04-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

Been trying hard to find a purpose to live on..
Instead of moving forward, I'm standing still or even move back...
No matter how hard i try, i drift even further away..
Face with all the cruel reality, nth seems to motivate me anymore~
I give up le... I no longer bother...

2009-04-14T23:04:00.005+08:00

I'm missing out a trip once again...
Not because I dun wanna go, just that ppl like to organise trip and activities when I'm having exams...
They can accommodate others' exam time table..
Then what about me?
When I say i got exams, would they push back the dates?
When other ppl say they got exam, without consideration they push back just for them..
Fair? Unfair?
If dun wanna me to go, why bother ask me?
Nvm.. It's not the first time anyway...
I shall not blame others...
I shall blame myself for being not as friendly and lovely as some of them..
WHATEVER~
U guys have a good wonderful time...
N i shall STUDY for my EXAMS...

I'm being abnormal once again...

2009-04-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

It's Good Friday and the three of us went to Cafe Vienna for our long awaited International Buffet.. =)
The buffet is awesome and I like the decoration..
However, not much variety of food and the waitress and waiter there is sort of impolite.. =(
It's family day, so in the end i had a great time with daddy and mummy.. Muackz~

As I'm too hungry, i forgot about taking photos...
Till I remember, i'm enjoying my dessert le....

So sweet.. daddy help to massage mummy hand...

Cafe Vienna

Buddha jump over the wall.. Yummy~

Shark Fin Shop

Lobster and prawns~

My favourite~

Mummy enjoying her soup~

Daddy finishing her meal~

My beloved daddy and mummy~

We are a HAPPY FAMILY~

2009-04-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Was helping out a lesbian party at BluJaz for the second time...
This time round, it was not as uncomfortable as two weeks ago..
I could recognized most of the ladies who were present..
N they came up to chat with me.. *grin*
It was not what u guys are thinking......
They were kind of realized that I'm quite bored sitting down staring at the dance floor..
The music was tempting but I was not allowed to dance....
Yawnz~
However, it was fascinating watching those ladies dance..
Everyone has their own unique way of dancing and i start to realized why ppl enjoy clubbing.
Is like, you just let go of everything in ur mind and just dance along with the music..
But i still dun like the idea of clubbing.. Too complex...

Next, if u actually notice, there is an increasing number of lesbians around..
WOW..
They are mostly late twenties, early thirties and some of them are really gorgeous and cute.
N i believe if they are normal, guys would fall for them..
But too bad...
They are comfortable being lesbians.. Hmm....
Too comfortable that it makes me uncomfortable looking at them...
(Dancing intimately - i shall not describe further) =P

BluJaz is nice a nice place to chill out..
The place is comfy, the waitress are friendly, ambiance is good.. =)
I would highly recommend this place if u are looking for a place to drink and chill out..
It is located at 11 bali Lane, near bugis.. =)
They are not paying me for advertising... Check it out...

2009-04-04T00:02:00.005+08:00

Wat a day~
Thought that I'm able to enjoy myself but was a little disappointed..
Not only unable to bowl, sing or play pool..
I lost my coin pouch ($30++)... =(
At least I'm manage to catch up with Rebz.. =)
She flying off again.. Hope she have a enjoyable trip...

I know I'm being silly..
But at the point of time, I really wish that it was you who were waiting under my block...
I realise I really miss you..
However, i do know whatever I do, nth gonna change...
I made that mistake and I shall live with it...

2009-04-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

To all friends out there, this is song is for you guys...

Miley Cirus: True Friends

That's Right
We sign our cards and letters B.F.F
You've got a million ways to make me laugh (yeah)
Your looking out for me you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a True Friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again
Your a True Friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say '' I told you'' when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky (yeah) that i found

A True Friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again

(BRIDGE)
True Friends will go to the ends of the earth
To find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A True Friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
(your a true friend)
Oh a True Friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again

Your a True Friend
Your a True Friend
Your a True Friend

Thank you for being part of my life.. =)

2009-03-23T15:06:00.004+08:00

Finish my Mock exams...
Revision Lecture next..
Final Exams in one and a half months time.
This time round.. It is 100% GRADED!!
I wonder what will I become?
A girl with super dark circles, puffy eyes, pale skin due to lack of sleeps?
Sound like a vampire with the absent of the sharp teeth.. =P

Receive a msg from my ex. Time really flies.
It's nearly a year since we were seperated.
Hereby wish him all the best in NS and studies.
Take care and may ur life go according to what you want.

If you have been talking to me often..
You would hear me saying: " Got ppl intro mah..?"
If you really know me, you will know that that's not wat I'm referring to...
I'm just looking for someone be it a lady or a gentlemen...
Just someone that I can called him or her "Buddy"
Someone whom I can share my sorrow and happiness with..
Someone whom I can whine non stop with...
N if you know there is such person..
Do let me know....
Reason: I'm scared of the word "ALONE"
I really do not wish to leave this world without someone there to sent me off...
Nobody will know even if i'm gone...
Yaya.. I should look things at the bright side...
But if u were in my shoes...
You will know how i feel...
N yaya i know.. Compare to those suffering from diseases or orphans..
They are worst off..
But... to me... It's still painful...
No matter how hard I try, that word seems to haunt me forever..
Tired and sick of it..
Guess I'm not as fortunate as some of my frenz...
- Just being Random -

2009-03-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

Done By Cindy... Nice Right?

Hui Yuan advance 21st Birthday~

Well Well.. Looking at Rebz and Ying Jia photos.. How I wish I can travel around like them... Envy~ Just can't wait for prelims to be over.. I'm getting really bored staying at home to mug...

Work and study.. Work and study.. Oh man, Christina, Get a life man!

Yawnz~

2009-03-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

Mock exams start tomorrow..
And I can say...
I'm not prepared at all...
Keep studying but nothing seems to enter...
I'm BRAIN DEAD~
Like a walking zombie...

Haiz....

2009-03-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

I seriously need a BREAK...

2009-02-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

Too much stress?
Too much twilight books?
Lack of sleeps?

My minds are going everywhere, WILD~
Even in my DREAMS!!!
Everything else beside mugging for exams...
I can't seem to concentrate...

ARGH~

Anyone there????

2009-02-20T23:22:00.001+08:00

STRESS!!!!

TIRED!!!!

LOST!!!!

Three words that best describe me now... or maybe for the next two months...

2009-02-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

Looking at photos of the past...

I miss the OUTDOORS.....

The peacefulness & beauty of mother nature...

I miss all the FUN time during expedition & camps... =(

2009-02-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

I know it's a bit late.. But it's better to be late than never..
Happy Niu Year!!!
Nth special about this "special" occassion.
Going relative house for two days and off i go to school again..
Yawnz~
Collecting ang bao, playing MJ, Steamboat/Hot plate..
N once again, I'm gonna complain that I'm FAT! =P

Like wat most ppl say.. Time really flies after 21..
N I realise it's true..
I'm already 21 for like a month??? Oh gosh...
Trying to balance work, study, family and friends...
But I still can't seem to find the balancing point.
Hmmm..

-School-
Mock Exam in March, Final Exam in May..
Fast Huh? Once May comes, I'm done with one year of Uni Life...
Preparation Done? 10%???????
I know it's TOO LITTLE... But what can I do???
No work = No Allowance
Yap Yap.. I WILL MUG HARD...
STUDY~~~~~

-Work -
Accountant in probation? Not Account assistant wor...
That's what my colleague named me...
Sound cool huh?
Starting to feel a little stress as more work are piling up...
More companies' accounts to be done...
But I'm happy tat I'm giving the chance to put what i study for 3 years into practice..
There are sure to be mistakes..
People will onli grow up when they learnt through their mistakes... Dun They? =)

-Friends -
Everyone so busy.. =(
But I manage to meet up some busy ones...
Ppl like Veronica, Qiong Ping, my 5 darlings......
Sunday gonna meet up more.. =)
Uni Frenz? Had one gathering for chinese new year..
Maybe it's gonna be the last ba...
The feeling is so different now...
No more fun le.....
I miss poly life..........

So much to grumble about, but i'm just too lazy to type them all out...
I missing lots of ppl.....
Date me k? Heheh...
Just can't wait for my long holiday to come...

Valentine's Day is round the corner..
I might be too busy to blog again till to mugging...
I shall therefore wish all couples out there have a SWEETIE Valentine's Day with ur love ones.
To all Singles out there, dun worry, your turn soon.. =)

2009-01-09T22:46:00.014+08:00

Alright.. Ah Lian finally turn 21 le... =)

No more fooling around as she is an adult le...

But who cares... Ah Lian is always young at heart... =P

Thank you everyone for the wonderful celebrations and pressie..

Love you guys lots....

I had a great time.... =)

10/1/2009 - Celebration with beloved OB darlings @ Mind Cafe.. =)

This year was a meaningful celebration as it's REALLY DIFFICULT to gather buddies of my batch tgt.. Some of them working, most of them in NS, some study... But when everyone put an effort to meet up.... =) It's always FUN.. =P I miss them lots....

My birthday cake.. =)

Thank you for the hard work... KK and Yingjia.. =)

=) Hope my birthday wish come true...

Yaya.. Christina need to be more feminine.. =P
N I love my 21 presents... Thank you Wen ting and Ben for shopping for hours...

Me & Rebz Jie

Simply love them lots...

Me & Fiq

Me & Ben

Me & KK..

Me & Kai Hoow...

Me & Wen Ting.. (She is always late~)

Me & Farand..

Me & my cousin...

Time for group photos...

8/1/2009 - Celebration with my darlings @ Jurong Point... =)

We may not meet up as often.. But our 7 years plus of friendship remain strongs.. =)

Hehe.. Pasta...

This is my fav.. Choc cake with ice cream...

1st stage - Plain cake with cream..

2nd stage - put the flower...

3rd stage - Birthday wishes to ME!! =)

4th stage - decorate the side of the cake...

N my cake is done!!! =P

Photo taking time... =)

Me & Cindy~

Me & Hui Yuan~

I'm Loved~

Me & Vivian~

Me & Chu Xiang~

Me & Evern..

Me & Ivan Toh
My darlings~

2009-01-05T22:22:00.009+08:00

Had a mini 21st Birthday celebration with my family and uni frenz...
Not easy to plan a celebration.. Been really really busy..
But I enjoyed myself.. =)
Thanks daddy and mummy for this wonderful celebration...

Got nag by parents for getting this two balloons for $38.

But my cousin love them just like I do... =P

What's inside this bag?

"Faster help me open!"

"Dun u dare snatch my lollipop!"

Everybody look at the camera~

Ah Yi & Ah ma...

Do not disturb!Chio bu cousin with her dad~

Do they look alike?

my uni Frenz? Busy playing mahjong...

Alright.. Time for cake cutting..

Me and beloved granny~

Me and mummy~

My Happy Family~ I love them lots...

My cute Big Family~

Had a post christmas party with the bears family.. =)

Cute bear from Xiao Di

Kor and da sao~

Xiao Di and Kor..

NPOB 15th AGM.. =)

Me and JacQ

Congratz xiao di.. For being 16th comm, Programme Coordinator..

14th Comm girls..

2008-12-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year

2009 will be a better year for everyone... =)

Cheers~

2008-12-26T23:20:00.005+08:00

I let out everything...

Words that was kept within my heart for so long....

This feeling is nice~

At least I can move on with nth holding me back..

Gonna move on to the next stage of my life soon...

Regardless what happen for the past 20 years..

They are wonderful memories which shaped me, for who I am today..

N I would like to Thanks everyone for being part of those wonderful memories...

To my dearest friends out there who are busy with NS, work, study or watever you are doing.. Jia you. Sometimes things doesn't turn out the way you want it. Dun give up. There's always glimpse of light at the end of the route. U are not alone. Jia you.. =)

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. =)

2008-12-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

2008-12-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

Awful viruses is passing around.. =(
Daddy just recover not long ago..
Grandma was hospitalized..
But glad that she is okie now... =)
N I'm down with 2 days MC..
Body aching all over, coughing and sneezing non stop...
Haiz.. Hope I recover fast enough..
If not i gonna miss out gatherings...
Alright.. Shall stop grumbling and spoilt this wonderful festive season mood..

Looking forward to 2009 and my 21st birthday.. =)

2008-12-18T20:37:00.007+08:00

Had bbq @ east coast park with OG8...
To celebrate Alan & Wayne Birthday...
Pictures speaks a thousand words..
I believe everyone enjoyed themselves

Finally start cooking! We had a hard time setting e fire..

Mavis - Chef on the day... =)

Nice Yummy Food..

Amanda cooking my Favourite Mushrooms...

Can't resist taking photos even we are eating..

Present Presentation.. =) Happy Birthday!

Sabo-ing Time!!!

Alan kissing Wayne.. FAILED!

Better Demostration... Me and Melissa..

The Best Demostration! (Melvin & Wei Bin)

Our Favourite - photo taking time!

Wat is Melissa doing?Not Cute enough.. =P

Melissa too tall..

Try again.. =)

Wayne beer belly is HUGE~

OG8 Oie~

2008-12-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

Been neglecting this blog for quite sometime...
Still trying to strike a balance between work and study..
As far as I'm concern.. Every things seems alright....
N I hope it continues.... =)

December, a month of festive season..
Gathering and more gathering..
Gathering = Delicious Food!
I'm enjoying it.. =)
BUT... FOOD = getting FAT... =(
I dislike it...
Contradicting huh....
Let u know what I've eaten so far and what's next...

12 Dec 2008 - Japanese Buffet at Kushinbo @ Suntec
Farewell party for my colleague - Boss Treat)
15th Dec 2008 - Steak Dinner with Qiong Ping & Jade @ Bugis
16th Dec 2008 - International buffet @ Swiss'otel Merchant Court
Christmas lunch - Boss Treat)
17th Dec 2008 - SIM OG BBQ at East Coast
20th Dec 2008 - Grace 21st birthday Celebration (Steamboat)
26th Dec 2008 - Bears' Family post Christmas celebration (Steamboat)

Blessed with Food~ Envy? =P
Simple food seems even delicous especially when you are enjoying it with good frenz. =)

I'm so gonna exercise after enjoying all these good food...
Looking forward to gym this coming sunday with Cindy.. =)
It's been a long long time since i went to gym...

9 more days to Christmas..
16 more days to 2009..
27 more days to my 21st birthday... =)

Happy Birthday to you~

2008-12-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

Time flies...
Once again, here comes the festive season..
Nothing much for me...
Beside working and studying...
But I do wish that this wonderful season..
I'm able to catch up with few frenz..
I miss everyone...

2008-11-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

101207 - A date that I will always remember...

The person whom you love most is always the one that hurt you most...

47 more days...

2008-11-25T22:46:00.003+08:00

Ashley Tisdale Last Christmas Lyrics:

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby, do you recognize me?

Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I love you", I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now,

I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special Special

Yea yea

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice

I thought you were someone to rely on

Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face unlovin', with a fire in her heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

oh yeh yeh

2008-11-19T22:26:00.004+08:00

Rain Rain Go away...
Come again another day...
Little Children want to play...

Been raining everyday for the past few days..
Yawnz..
Raining days make ppl restless..
Wanna ran today after lesson to train for standard chartered..
But... It was raining!!
End up playing badminton with OB ppl..
Had lots of fun...
It's always nice to be back...
The big Family where i always belong...
A place where there is onli laughter..
I miss OB...
Looking forward for next week night cycling..
I'm sure it's gonna be really fun & crappy.. =)
Heartz OB!!

Life is simple and peaceful now...
Everybody seems so busy..
Mugging for papers, working, dating and everything..
No time for me.. =(
When do I feel so FREE??? =P
I'm like idling my time away..
Boring~~~

2008-11-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Dislike ppl who enters MY LIFE...

Make A MESS...

Den Decide to LEAVE...

Leaving me ALONE to clear the MESS...

2008-11-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

Went Orchard Cineleisure on Fri to help Benjamin for some Starhub Screening event...
Was a simple job therefore No PAY....
It was replaced by a delicious meal at Sun with Moon Jap Restaurant.
The Food is DELICIOUS!!!
Had a good chat with him regarding about him working as a Trainer when he was much younger...
So fun being a trainer... =)
I'm so glad that Benjamin taking me as his understudy...
I'm gonna learn how to do corporate events and if possible he will let me run the event myself....
I wanna LEARN MORE!!!!
I'm hungry for working experience....

Celebrated Wei Bin & Delun Birthday on Sat...
Wanted to go Sentosa but it was drizzling, so had to catch a movie at Vivo instead.
Went over to Party World at Chinatown for K session..
OG outing starting to be quieter...
Or izzit just me?
Anyway.. Happy Birthday!

Finally I got a JOB!!
I'm going back to my previous company to do accounts again.. =)
Back to the usual environment, working with all the nice ppl...
So happy...
No more whining about me having no money...
N also a good chance for me to put all those things aside and stay focus...
Now is onli STUDY and WORK...
The rest? Haha.. Dun bother...

Sometime ppl are just selfish....

Christina.. You are just not that lucky girl to have things that you want..
But watever izzit.. Life goes on.... =)

57 more days....

2008-11-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

Why do I feel that I'm just a piece of tissue paper?

When you are having flu, you go high and low searching for it...

But once u are done with it, you just dump it into the dustbin...

What's the real definition of FRIEND?

Like what I expected..

I lost everything that I once thought I had them....

Nvm.. When you get so used of ppl leaving your life...

It became part n parcel, that you no longer care...

What I can say is..

I did my part as a friend.......

2008-11-07T06:12:00.002+08:00

What meant to be mine, will always be mine..

What's not, chasing after it, wun help....

Take Care ppls...

I may not know when I will be back...

State of Mind: In a MESS!

Time to clear up everything before i explode...

But I'm sure when I'm back...

I'm a brand new Christina.. *Finger cross*

Wat meant to be a secret...

Will always be a secret.....

Goodbye~

Sometime when we touch - Olivia Ong

2008-11-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

Sometime when we touch - Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're driftersS
till searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2008-11-06T00:24:00.003+08:00

When you choose one, you have to give up another..
It's hard to have the best out of two worlds, isn't it?

Yet another sleepless night...

I'm really tired... Reaching my max soon...

Hope I make the correct choice.... Sorry....

P.S If I throw my temper at anyone of u....

2008-10-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

2008-10-28T15:55:00.002+08:00

I'm vexed..
I'm confused...
I just can't concentrate at all...
I need ppl to talk to before I explode..
Everything is not right...
I need to find a solution before everything start going the wrong way..
Before I start doing things that i shouldn't have that leave me with Regret...
What should I do?

2008-10-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

When you are clueless about wat to do next...

You tends to run away~~

Malaysia trip

2008-10-17T22:08:00.008+08:00

I'm back from Malaysia..
Went over to Paka, Terengganu to run a camp for MKIS.
It was fun with Faezan, Zac, Boi and Jerrica..
The camp was rather relaxing and fun...
The place is AWESOME.. PEACEFUL~
But somehow, it would be better without that annoying flu i had for the whole 3 days...
Pictures speak a thousand words... Enjoy.. =)

On our way to Paka..

Our resting place~

Trying to act as Luffy in one piece?

Surrounding Kampong~

Nice Huh?

What's Jerrica doing at the back?

Me & my "darling"
Us with the family tat prepared our yummy buffet dinner~

Me!

Me & Boi~
Zac & Faezan~ Two crazy boi...
Playing old malay games~
Group photos~

Aren't they adorable?

2008-10-12T01:20:00.004+08:00

Yesh! Finally it's over for Tiong Bahru show..

My working place~

The messy backstage after fashion show~

No more sharpening of colour pencils!!

Models of the day~

I simply love her eyes.. Round and big.. Due to markup?

Kids taking part of colouring contest..

Future air stewardess? Isn't she gorgeous?

Went over to Swissotel for Event again!!! I simply love the place..

N the food is delicious.. Had steak & goose liver.. More photos to be posted up when i got the photos from old ben.. =) I enjoyed myself...

EPSO Ceremony Dinner

The markup room in the ladies.. HUGE~~
The view from 69th floor of Swissotel..

Dining Area~
The nite View~ Blur though..

Vivian - One of the dancer of the nite.. Two of the dancers~
Me & Vivian. N she is onli 21!! Big diff huh? Wahaha. Roses I pick at the end of the event. =)

2008-10-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hearing so much from friends..
Does Love really bring Happiness or Sorrow?
Why wanna be involve when you know u will be hurt in the end?
You put in everything, what do you received?
Pain? Hatred? Sorrow?
No Pain, No gain???
I'm confused....
Does true love really exist?

What do I really want???

I'm leaving for good.....

2008-10-08T01:24:00.001+08:00

You are Green Raccoon, who is affectionate, and have womanly attraction wafting around.

You give an impression of a dreaming little girl, but unlike your outside impression, you are very cautious and do not easily let other people in your heart.

Characteristics of this type of people tend to be rather weak and simple. You want to depend on others heavily.

Therefore, you are good at reading people's character, and have clear preferences of people.

Although you tend to be a quiet person, you have intelligence, and once you are in action, you become very practical.

Your dreams are big, and you try to make it come true through your experiences.

Your dream will be decided according to the circumstances you are born.

Raccoon people have kind hearts and are full of volunteer spirits.

You take extreme good care of those people below your rank or those who are weak.

You are always enduring and show perseverance.

You are especially not afraid to face men.

You don't like to be alone, and therefore feel safe where there are lots of people.

By working and living in a group will improve you, and makes it possible to understanding yourself further, and be able to build up a better life.

Once married, you will do anything to help your husband, and can become a good housewife.

But you may become little too demanding, so be careful.

Quite true huh?

2008-10-07T22:52:00.004+08:00

On 6th October 2008 - Majong Session at my house...

Played Majong with Melissa, Tricia and Alan at my house.. I'm the big winner of the day.. =P

Hope I played a good host.. =)

On 5th October 2008 - ECP cycling again...

We promise to go cycling every fortnightly.. =P

Cycle from East Coast to Changi Beach..

On 4th October 2008 - Xinyi Bdae Celebration at Kbox

Xin Yi (Birthday girl), Rongtai & Tricia

Wayne Being Cool?
All the nerds guy.. =P
Melvin & Justin being self entertained

Wah! Wei Bin sing until wanna take off shirt.. What's happening?
Xin Yi present so nice to hug....

A group photo to end the day..

Happy Birthday, Xin Yi!

On 21st September 2008 - ECP cycling

2008-10-02T23:54:00.005+08:00

I'm so gonna get these items... Sobz.. Anyone got job to intro??? Or anyone kind hearted enough to get me these items? Haha.. =P

The new Ipod Nano... The blue and orange is gorgeous...

Ceramic White PSP slim..

2008-09-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

Melvin quoted this from his friendster....

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, s
how life that you have 1000 reasons to smile.
Face your past without regret.
Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.
Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Thank you so much.. I will Jia you.. =)

2008-09-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

Went over to Hillview Building, intended to get a job over there...
When i reach there, I turn around and walk away...
The place is beyond words could describe..
Full of foreign workers along the street, the building is REALLY OLD, the lift is scary..
The whole place seems like a haunted building in those scary movie..
Alright, I may sound a little exaggerating..
But I will NEVER work in this kind of condition...
N I'm officially jobless... =P

Went to Woodlands, Ang Mo Kio and Novena with parents...
Mummy got $50 vouchers from cold storage and she say "Girl, u can buy whatever you want."
Oh gosh, 3 BIG bags of potato chips and other snacks...
Yummy~
N mummy decide to treat me and daddy steamboat at Chin Huat Steamboat..
Wow.. Mushrooms, eclair and lots more food...

I'm a Happy Gal... =)

2008-09-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

Parents, Friends, Boy/Girlfriend or anyone.......

Treasure them whenever u can...
Dun wait till u lose them and start regretting..

2008-09-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

Read sth interesting from Zhan Yu's blog and decide to share...
He stated the following:

Don't mistaken someones' friendliness for love
As in, people can be very friendly and open with you
However, don't assume that the other party is interested in you
Only when you've asked the person then can you be certain
Why do i say that?
It's actually quite simple
Some people are just very outgoing and nice
Hence, they often make other people mistook their interest
It's not their fault, they are just outgoing people
It's not the "people's" fault either
Basically, it's no one's fault
The only thing is the outgoing person will make others feel close
So it's quite likely that they will mistook it for love
While it's only friendship

Interesting, aren't it? Maybe everything was just an illusion....

Keeping myself really occupied so that my mind would not stray away...
Trying to keep myself as focus as possible..
But no matter what, i will peep at my hp for ya msg...
Am i really in Love? I've got no idea...
This time i'm really clueless...
Everything seems so unreal...
Reality is cruel, you've to wake up no matter how beautiful the dream is...
Or izzit my past relationship that is making everything seems like an nightmare..
I wanna enjoy the sweetness of everything..
But some part of me.. I'm afraid...
Really afraid that the same thing might happen again...
I'm afraid that faith is gonna make a fun out of me again....

2008-09-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Anyone got part time job offer??

Urgently looking for job.. Yawnz.. 0_O

2008-09-19T09:20:00.002+08:00

Things happen when you least expect it....

The more you wanna forget something,
The more you would remember it....

So what am I suppose to do?

2008-09-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

Took a quiz... N here's the result.. Quite true to a certain extend...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-09-15T09:40:00.001+08:00

What should I do now.........

2008-09-12T09:16:00.002+08:00

Sometime I start to ponder...
Why do I have to make myself so tired and restless??
Why do I have to take up so much stuff when I know I've reached my limits?
(Work, Study, CCA, outings, n the list goes on....)
Trying to be a superwoman?
Do I have no choice?
Or am I just trying to escape?
What am I escaping from?
Onli I know........

To you who may read this post...
Thank you for asking abt my bridging course.. I've passed..
I know you are being nice, but pardon my rudeness...
Indeed I'm still mad about you which you stated in your email..
I asked myself whether am i ready to forgive you and let's be friends again..
It's always better to have friend than an additional enemy..
But the hatred, the pain towards you is overwhelming..
I cannot act as if nth happen and start going out with u as normal frenz..
Sorry... I'm not able to do that....
I've grown since we ended our relationship few mths ago...
You've taught me lots of stuff..
N thanks for making me lose the trust i have towards frenz or getting into relationship once again...
For now.. I just wanna you TOTALLY OUT OF MY LIFE......
Stop acting as if you care....

Sometimes, secrets are meant to be kept forever.. You will nv know what's the consequences will be if the secret is being reveal... Everything may change~~~

2008-09-09T14:05:00.002+08:00

Sat
- Ran with Alan at Gombak Stadiu.. Didn't do very well...
- Met up with Melissa to watch Death Race... Great Movie!!
- Enjoy a yummy ice cream treat and an enjoyable chat with melissa..

Sun
- Volunteer to help out for the Aviva Ironman with Wen Ting.
Wow! The runners are awesome. The race is tough and yet most of them completed it..
Great Job! N I really respect them.. Especially those in their 50s or 60s.
-Had a great time spending with Wen Ting..
-N somehow I do miss NPOB...... Especially those in my batch.... =(

Mon
-Monday Bluez... Was late for work....
-Went for Track and Field training.. So much better compared to running with SP team for the past few training... At least this time, the coach is there to tell me what's went wrong..
-I've improved.. =) However, Lot's more to Learn...
-Track & Field Family is getting larger... That's a good news.. =)

I'm in Love and I'm out of Love....
Interesting huh? =P
It's just an illusion...
But Life can never be as simple as this...

2008-08-31T23:45:00.003+08:00

Went for ODAC Night cycling on Friday..
Was suffering at the beginning as I did not have enough rest for the past few days...
N i do not know how to adjust the gear...
But manage take a quick 5 min nap and get the hand of the gear..
N thereafter enjoying the journey back to east coast..
First time complete Night cycling.. Cool~
Went home to sleep and off to meet jason, zhan yu and rebz for dinner..
As xiao di is leaving for Taiwan for OB course..
Good Luck & Jia you!!

Sunday - Nike Human race..
I enjoy the companion, who is none other than NPOB...
But i hate the route!!!!
I'm fine with down slope, up slope..
I just hate the small, squeezy route that they expect us to run...
so many ppl running at the same time and the running space is so small...
N some of us have no choice but to stop.. as the traffic is not moving at all...
Saw a lot of inconsiderate runners..
If you cannot run, just move to the side..
Why block in the middle when the space is already so small...
ARGH!!!! STUPID...
I dun like this run...
N due to the stopping, my timing is 1hr 17min...
=-=" I could have done better.....
Had our dinner at Subway...
I start to love subway sandwich... Yummy~~
N that's the end of my weekend...
Gonna work again~~

While waiting for the rest to reach... The guys...

The girls...

NPOB runners.. =)

Wow.. Everyone is waiting for KK to move off...

NPOB jia you! =)

After race.. Me and Yingjia..

Me and ah jie...
HuiTing, Hui Hong & me..

Rachel and I

Rotting~~
Ying Jia, Rebecca and Grace..
Derrick having cramp.. Applying thick layer of deep heat..
Wesley & KK

2008-08-23T00:38:00.003+08:00

9.04 for first round of 1.6km.

9.54 for second round of 1.6km...

I'm not good enough...

I need to improve!!

Current goal: 8min for 1.6km!!!

The thing i'm afraid most gonna happen somehow...

I hate this kind of feeling...

2008-08-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to worry~
It happen three times....
Twice when i'm on my way to work, once while bathing after training...
The feeling is scary..
What if i really passed out??
What will happen to me????

First training for SIM Track and field..
Everything seems new to me though i enjoy running since sec 2..
But this is the first time i enter track and field as i alway run for leisure...
Ppl there are nice and friendly..
N they are really patience towards new ppl.. =)
They really teach step by step for the warm up and everything...
N I really appreciate it...
Ran 4.5km with Mei Yee (dunno spell correctly) who is a long distance runner..
N she is good!
Dun worry.. I shall catch up with her soon.. =)
Looking forward to wed training..
Jia You! Christina!

2008-08-17T02:07:00.002+08:00

Things happen when you least expected it....
The more you expect sth to happen,
the chances of getting it, is slim...

Christina.. You should focus...
Your feeling maybe wrong....
Stop falling into sth that has no ending...
Move a step back before u hurt yourself...
Stay FOCUS!!
Now is onli Work, Study, Family n Frenz...
Nothing else.... Remember....

2008-08-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

Congratz to SINGAPORE!!! =)

Able to make it to the Women's Table Tennis Final..
First medal in 48 years for Singapore..
Well Done.
No matter what's the result for tml..
At least a silver for us.. Cool~
Jia you!!!

Final match will be broadcast at Channel U, 7.30pm..
I'm so gonna watch it.. =)

2008-08-14T11:26:00.002+08:00

Photos taken during National Day...

Failed - Justin trying to block me...

Nice~ Erm.. What's happening to Justin??
While waiting to watch Fireworks...

(Melissa, Wei Bin, me and Alan) What's Melissa doing???

We've got a new Friend.. =P Can u spot him?

Thistime round.. What's Alan doing..

Haha.. Melissa helping Wei Bin to Self taking photo.. Beautiful sky, isn't it?

2008-08-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

It's cold tonight....

2008-08-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

Something is missing.........

2008-08-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

what about me

There's a little boy waitin' at the counter of the corner shop
He's been waitin' down there
Waiting half the day
We never ever see him from the top
He gets pushed around
Knocked to the ground
But he gets to his feet and he says...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now
I wasnt my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

There's a pretty girl standing at the counter of the corner shop

She's been waitin' back there
Waitin' for her dreams
Her dreams walk in and I begged 'em to stop
Well she's not too proud
To cry out loud
She runs to the street and she screams:

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I
wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

So take a step back and see the little people
They may be young
But they're the ones who make the big people big
So listen
As they whisper
What about me

Now I'm standing on the corner all the world's gone home
Nobody's changed
Nobody's been saved
And I'm feeling cold and alone
I guess I'm lucky
I smile a lot
But sometimes I wish for more
Then I go...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more what about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I want my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more
You just take more
You just take more then you give

What about me
What about me
What about me

2008-08-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

Bridging Math exam is on wed and yet i'm down here blogging..
I got no mood to study at all.....
No motivation at all.... Sianz....

Started work at ACS on Monday...
Was a little stress as I'm suppose to do a full set account from scratch..
N i'm quite clueless how to start...
But i will jia you and complete my first account ever... =)

Met OG8 for outings again!!!
Went for suki buffet and had a filling meal...
Catch the National Day fireworks at Marina Bay..
Was a little disappointed as the fireworks was not as good I hope it will be...
But at least i had a great time with the group...
Thanks Alan, Delun, Melissa, Janice, Justin, Tricia and Wei bin for company me down to watch firework which i first initiate it..
Sorry guys, wasted a bit of time trying to find parking lot, a place to stand and others...
Thanks and hope u guys had fun..
Next outing coming up soon yah... =)

Am i Really Happy???

N Life goes on....

2008-08-03T05:17:00.002+08:00

Been doing events for the past two days...
First was NCS olympics Dinner and dance held at Singapore Expo and the second one was IDA Family Day held at Downtown East...
Had lots of fun and of course, there are always things for me to learn...
Getting myself familiarise with corporate events..
I will work hard... =)

If ever these moments last....
I would really wish to stop the time right now...
I enjoyed every moments spend with all my friends...
I love these moments..
Life seems so peaceful and simple...
But would I be able to enjoyed it forever???
I doubt so...
Fate doesn't seem to be that kind to me...
I know she gonna push me real hard down the cliff when i least expect it...
Making me believe that i have everything..
But in fact, i have nothing...
She did it lots of times...
Somehow i know it...
I guess it's just part and parcel of life...
But watever izzit, i treasure all these beautiful moments...

Rainbow at the other always seem to be more beautiful than where you are...
Dun give up... Continue to walk forward...
One step at a time... Do not rush.. You will eventually reach the other side to enjoy the beautiful rainbow.. =)

2008-07-30T17:27:00.005+08:00

Yesh! Finally~~ I'm leaving MDIS... =)

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Christina. =P
Leaving this place who pay their stuff peanuts and expect them to do a lot..
Happy but at the same time, bu she de...
I'm gonna miss Wendy (who really treat me very well..), Terence and Winston (Manager).
They are awesome!

(During Wendy's birthday) - Winston, Wendy and me.. =)

N of course, I found a job...
I'm going back to ACS, where i used to work during my poly holidays
N their pay is GOOD~~ =P
When i say good.. It's really good..
What's best is that the job is accouting related job..
Good experience for me..
Will be nice to be back to familiar place..

Bridging exam is coming..
N i'm not confident at all..
Gonna really study hard..
Been playing a little too much.......

I'm sick~~~
The feeling is bad......

2008-07-28T00:32:00.007+08:00

Wanted to go for Floorball orientation day..

But it seem a little far~~~

N we feel a little lazy~~~~~

So melissa and I decide to go to east coast to cycle instead..

Call the rest about the LAST MINUTE outing...

N onli manage to get our GL, Alan to came all the way down from cck..

While the rest are busy with their own stuff...

So nice of him..

Though it's onli 3 of us.. But we had fun cycling...

N the weather is PERFECT... Nice and windy.. =)

Went over to Parkway Parade for Dinner at Ichiban Sushi with Justin and Rong Tai..

Delicious meall and we had long chit chat session after that...

Super Duper relax and nice..

Looking forward to coming tuesday, Movie outing.. =)

Me with my little yellow balloon flower that i asked for...

Melissa a bit shy holding the flower.. =P

The bike that follow me for the day..

Me and Alan..

Me and Melissa...

Solo Post with our bike~

Kite? But it was really nice..

Alan wanted to act emo... But....
Nice~~

Alan can jump really high.. Or am I just too short??

Always nice to take down wonderful memories..

Justin being Shy.. Who is he giving the flower to?

Opps.. It's for Alan.. See how shy both of them were... =P

(Justin & Alan: Please dun kill me... )

Alan (Man with few words), Justin (Magic Guy) and Me (The ah lian)

Melissa (The Lame Girl) and Rong Tai (Nice and Innocent guy)

A good, nice meal to end our day..

2008-07-26T11:56:00.003+08:00

Alright.. Last week was sort of happening...
I actually indirectly quarrel with my director at MDIS..
Reason? I gonna tell u now.. N u will be standing at my side saying the director CRAZY..
On Wednesday, She ask one of the manager to tell me more about the New project.
When the manager told me, i got the shock of my life..
I'm suppose to call 1000+ ex Mass comm students of MDIS and ask them to do a short survey.

Survey questions:

1) Are u continuing Mass comm in MDIS? If not, which institute and why?
If yes. (put down phone and say bye bye)
If not studying, continue to question 2.

2) Are you working at any related job to mass comm?
If yes, what company and wat position.
If no. (Thank you, bye bye.)

Wat a stupid survey.. MDIS has no intention of promoting the school to these students. MDIS should tell those ex students that if u are working, why not join MDIS for a degree course, if u onli have a diploma? Instead of putting down the phone? And they should ask a marketer that know the courses well to call so that they can answer watever the student ask.

I'm not angry that the survey is stupid BUT you know when's the deadline for this project???
1 AUGUST 2008, FRIDAY!! 8 days to call every 1000+ students. CRAZY!

Of course i'm not gonna do that project. Went over to my manager in charge and told ask him. Is this really admin job? When he tell me it is. I went speechless. It's definitely a TELEMARKERTER Job. What's make him think that it's admin job? This time, i'm really pissed off. I told him that my job scope onli indicate that i only have to do basic admin stuff such as keying details into the system and doing offering letters and confirmation form. My manager decide to talk to the director about the case. While i waited till next day to hear my verdict as i complain when it's nearly off work time.

Next day, my manager told him that i do not have to do the project and concentrate on helping the senior admin. I was surprise and happy that i win the WAR.. haha.. =) Senior admin being "concern", went to manager ask about the new project. He told her that director was very angry and ask HR to called my agency, asking about my job scope. What's was written on my jobscope is: Including any assigned task. Den i was thinking, any assigned task? if u ask me go wash toilet, do director job. Am i suppose to do them? This is being ridiculous la.. Why do she have to squeeze me cos you are just paying me $5.80 per hour?? In the first place, i extend my contract is due to the fact that you need help in admin. Not to pick up the left overs from the marketer. N if give me this project is that i got nth to do, den dun hire me. What's wrong about able to complete tasks quickly? I finish my job, of course i can REST right? One project after another.. N every new project is even more crazy. Sorry.. I'm not gonna keep quiet and take everything..

Haha.. since the director never say anything to me and I'm do not have to call those students.. I was jumping with joy.. Stupid director!!! Hehe... Not for the fact that this is an easy job for me, i will have long go away. I stayed on cos i want a relaxed job so that i do have enough energy to last me throughtout my nite class. N u are the one that need help. Not me. I can always go find another job...

2008-07-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

A full stop between me and him...

A big mistake made...

I press that DELETE button..

Nothing Left.. Not even in the trash bin..

Christina grow up and move on..

N she LOVES her life now...

Meeting new friends and catching up old friends..

N parents showering love at her.. =)

Life is great..
N she treasure every happy moment..

Though life is still stressful over her work and studies...

But Christina is STRONG!! Isn't She? =P

Outing again!!! Another day going home late.. hehehe.. =P This time round with friends from ODAC.. Though a little disappointing due to the rain, but i guess everyone had fun catching up, tossing ppl into the sea, rolling on the sand, playing volleyball, gossiping, dinner, watching movie.. =)

Breakfast at Harbour Front Mac.

On our way to Sentosa...

Making sand ball...

The babes..

The babes and two hunks..

Caleb tossing Pamela.. =-="

Kiat rolling down.. Way to go!!

Owen Pushing Kylie into the sea..

Dinner at Breekz..

2008-07-22T08:32:00.001+08:00

I may look tough.......

2008-07-20T14:47:00.005+08:00

Had a long day yesterday with OG8 frenz from Orientation Day...

Went over to minds cafe at around 2pm and we nearly went crazy while we were playing the games.. Decided to play pool as there was no timing for movies and it is still early to meet the rest.. We were so hungry by the time we meet the rest at Spadeddies. Had a filling meal and wanted to watch midnight show, dark knight or hellboy.. But too bad.. FULL HOUSE.. Therefore went over to starbucks to slack till 12am.. Alan (not the GL) decide to be nice.. N i should say very nice.. He came all the way from serangoon to plaza singapura to send some of us back.. Of course, I'm one of them.. N the best is.. Alan, the driver and the rest of us dunno the road in Singapore well.. Though Singapore is so SMALL.. In the end we make a few wrong turns and a few rounds before he manage to send everyone home.. N yap.. from the first person to alight.. I became the last.. N i reach home around 2am.. Oh gosh.. N i'm so TIRED... haha.. =P But should thanks alan for sending us home, if not i gonna spend 20+ on cab fare.. NOT WORTH IT.. Hehe.. But overall, i guess the 14 of us had fun.. =)

But i'm so TIRED...

Me and melissa at Minds Cafe..

Melvin getting excited over the game..

At the pool Center

Crayfish & Ten. from spageddis.. Yummy.. Thanks chefs..

Everybody busy chit chatting and listening to stories...

Justin trying to act fierce..

Justin trying to act cute.. RARE.. (he will kill me if he see this..)

Melvin and Alan (GL)

The babes of the day..

The Hunks..

On sale.. Anyone want?

A nice Group photo to end the day..

ODAC orientation camp

2008-07-14T12:06:00.011+08:00

Had a great day for the past few days.. Regardless is FOD OG8 outing or ODAC orientation camp. I had a great time. Meet lots of wonderful, awesome and crazy ppl. Nice.. =) Guess picture speaks a thousand words. Enjoy the photos.. =)

OG8 Outing at The Cathay to watch Wanted.

ODAC Orientation Camp...

After pitching up our tents..

Jia Jia and Arfandy doing "7 wonders"

The four crazy girls..

Waiting to play games.

Us with the cute mummy..

Protecting the "mummy" from attack..

Some relay games..

Our dirty legs after those games..
Second Day - Treasure Hunting..

Eric awarding us with ice bags.

Photo with odac senior..

While waiting for the Talent Night...

Slacking in the chalet room..

OG1 - Miss Ubin.. =P
While waiting for the show to start..

Last day of the camp...

All the girls with out GL Eric..

Taking those wonderful memories back home...
Welcome to SIM ODAC Family...

Thank you OG1 which include Hexin, Jia Min, Pamela, Angela, Kylie, Owen, Arfandy, Desmond, Han Sheng, Shu Hong, and our GL Eric and Jia Jia to make this camp a sucesss. Though we are only able to second but i guess everyone enjoy ourselves and nv forget the fun we had as a group. The bond tat was created during the camp.. Looking forward to next month night cycling. Hope u guys are able to attend.. Catch up real soon..

2008-07-09T10:30:00.002+08:00

Christina is being irritated!!
Why do these SELFISH people actually exist in this world?? Guess it's just human being. These selfish people are the one that are suppose to be "educated" by reading the newspaper. I'm fine with the idea of reading newspaper as everyone need to know what's happening in Singapore and around the world. But the fact is.. WHY READ ON THE SARDINS-PACKED TRAIN?? People taking out TODAYs, spreading out the newspaper and started reading. Do they know that by doing so, they are occupying other people standing space? Not just 1, not 2, but a least 10 people in just one cabin, excluding those sitting down. Can't they think for others? Everyone is trying to squeeze into the train as they are late for work. But there are always "kind" or "nice" ppl tat refuse to move to the center of the train causing those at the doors to suffer.. Argh.. N best is, ppl keep quiet when the person in front is not moving in.. Come on.. U are born with a mouth that are able to speak. So for goodness sake, ask that person to move in.. Oh right.. I'm just being pissed off. Cos i just hate to fight for standing space when i'm off to work n end up being stepped by those around me.. Sianz..

2 more days to ODAC orientation camp.. Looking forward to it.. =) Gonna be busy for the next few days.. =P

11th - 13th July: ODAC Orientation camp
15th July - Meeting Lisa for dinner (long time nv see her le..)
25th to 27th July: EDU camp

2008-07-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

Going through some of my frenz blogs...
I believe NPOB changes lots of peoples including myself.. Through out the three years, I see my surrounding OB frenz growing.. Maybe due to the fact that I'm always the eldest among my batch and I tends to be a little mature therefore seeing a little more..

For example wenting, she is the first person i know in NPOB as we were in the same orientation group. She used to be very quiet and quite soft spoken. N now, she is the bubbly girl whom everyone loves..

For me, i learnt lots of things from OB almuni (Jason, dee, Michelle), from OB frenz (Farand, Kelvin) regardless is soft skills or hard skills. N it was NPOB that makes me love the outdoors even more.. Knowing how to appreciate and treasure surrounding things. Getting out my safe harbour and going out to explore different oceans.. But somehow, my friendship between me and NPOB is still a failure.. There's a saying, The more you expect, the lesser you get.. Maybe I just expected a little too much tat cause such a great fall. But I'm glad that everyone enjoy the time spend in NPOB and found your true buddy... It's better to have some memories than none.. Even if i totally lost contact with the rest, the memories will always stay. To all graduating OB frenz, all the best in your future and it's my pleasure to meet u guys.. Thanks for being part of my life.. Thank you.. N if possible, i would want to see u guys again.. Love you guys..

2008-07-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

Went for Freshman Orientation Day yesterday..
Met 24 (if i get the number correct) awesome pplz..
The guys are outgoing and friendly..
The girls are sweet and gentle (unlike.. =P)
Though the OGL are little soft spoken, they were really helpful whenever we have questions and they "Cheat" with us when we were playing those station games.. Cool~
The games were a little familiar (nth new) but it manage to bond all of us..
Feel a little weird as for the past 3 years, i nv was a participants of camp..
Suddenly become participants.. The feeling is erm.....
Sad to say, it's only a one day event..
The real FOC is from 16th to 18th july..
But I gonna missed it as i have bridging course on the first and last day..
SObz.. =( Gonna miss out lots of fun..
But whatever izzit.. I'm looking forward to our OG outing..
So Alan.. Start planning!!! =P

Oh ya.. I still love the outdoors..
N OB spirit is within me always..
So.. My cca is none other than SIM ODAC..
However they operate differently compare to NPOB...
They do not have weekly training every week..
All they have is trips (nite cycling, wake boarding, trekking....)
Not much commitment i guess..
Wonder how they manage to bond pplz without training..
Going for ODAC orientation camp from 11th July to 13th July at Pulau Ubin..
I believe it's gonna be interesting..
Meeting pplz of the same interest..
N see how the current committee do things.. =)
Exciting!! =)

Life now is a little hectic..
Going for both work and nitez classes..
But time is well spent i guess..
3 mths in MDIS... Consider senior le lor.. (most of time joined around the same time as me or later than me.. =P)
Lots of things for me to do but i enjoyed my work..
Especially with my Senior Admin Head..
She's more like my mother than my colleague..
We always gossip during our lunch and I love her company..
N she too help me look out for cute guys (student or colleagues)..
Saw a group of new colleagues today and since i first came in..
This is the first time I hear Sales & Marketing department so noisy..
Pplz moving around and everything.. (my department has the least no of ppl as lots of ppl dun like the management, so they resign..)
Wonder how long will these people stay.. =P (within 3 mths, i witness 3 colleagues that resign within 1 mth.. that is so bad...)
Whatever izzit, i got motivation to go work now..
Cos there's a cute guy working as consultant.. Haha... =P
Why MDIS can't hire more young guys??
Opps.. =P

2008-06-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

Went to do a event for Suhara Sundance at Swissotel..
The event was held at 69th floor of the hotel and the scenery was awesome..
Simple job for today..
But it's the first time running a corporate event..
Can't stop myself from being nervous..
However it was a success.
Know a few new frenz and gain new experience..
Looking forward for another corporate event in Aug..
Hope to learn more things.. =)

Life is simple and nothing interesting for the past few days...
Going for work and attending nite classes..
Chasing after students for incomplete application...
Picking up calls and sms to meet these students up...
Yah.. Everyday is just a routine..
No shopping trip, no chit chat session..
Christina is just drifting away...

To Jia Junn and Cindy..
Though i'm not able to attend your birthday chalet. I hereby wish you guys a wonderful 21st brithday and all the best for ya future.. Take Care and all the best.. Warmest Wishes..

Slowly Forgotten~

2008-06-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

Alright.. Christina is getting WEAK!!!
Oh my.. I can't believe it..
Just a short 20 min run, i already panting like mad..
How am i gonna run marathon?
Where is all my stamina?
No.. Christina gonna get stronger..
I need to be STRONG..
Shall not find any excuses to be lazy...
No more..
Yesh.. Action speaks louder than word..
N i gonna start in order to become stronger..
N I'm gonna do it...

2008-06-20T23:46:00.004+08:00

You bored me with your stories
I can't belive that I endured you for as long as I did
I'm happy, it's over,
I'm only sorry
That I didn't make the move before you

And when you go I will remember
To send a thankyou note to that girl, (oh that girl)
I see she's holding you so tender
Well I just wanna say...
(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so glad you're moving away

Valentino, I don't think so
You watching MTV while I lie dreaming in an MT bed
And come to think of it
I was misled
My flat, my food, my everything
And thoughts inside my head

Before you go I must remember
To have a quiet word with that girl
(Oh that girl)
Does she know you're not a spender
Well I just have to say...
(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so happy you're moving away

Yeah, I am

[Andrea and Sharon solo]

Yeah, I am

(Andrea and Sharon solo)

(And when you go I will remember)
I must remember to say...

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
Never really loved you anyway
(I never really loved you anyway)
No I didn't love you anyway(Never loved you anyway)
Never truly loved you anyway
(I Never loved you anyway)
I'm so happy you're moving away
Yeah I'm delighted you're moving away

[Instruments to fade]

2008-06-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happen for the past few weeks..

Running a pri 3 camp at Chongfu camps and the kids were cute but NOISY..
Quite tired as u need to keep asking to listen as their attention span is short.
Whatever izzit, I survived though..

Monday first class for econs. today first class for math..
Though we took these two subjects before in secondary school or even poly.
I tell u..
It's DIFFICULT. (yah i knoe, I'm in UNI now..)
But this is just bridging course.. Oh my..
Especially Math.. (Topics from secondary school E math & A Math)
It's like 3 years since i last touch these subjects...
I'm like doing accounts and more accounts and NOW want me to do MATH..
And I also I failed A Math from the 1st paper to even O level..
Two of my frenz and I were LOST!
Alright.. No more complaining..
Guess in order to overcome them, you just gonna make frenz with Math..

For working wise..
Guess I'm gonna be extended till end August due to my FLEXIBLE time table..
NEed to earn more money..
But will be free for OUTINGS~~ SO Ask me out...
Talking about my time table.
The whole Aug i got onli got wednesday class..
For Whole SEP i onli TWO class (wed and Thurs)
SHIOK RIGHT...

You just can't run away..

Emo~~ Emo~~ Emo~~

2008-06-12T19:22:00.003+08:00

Went over to SIM for enrollment talk.
Enriching I would say though some part is rather confusing...

Entering SIM for my degree would mark the starting of a new chapter on a brand new piece of paper..
How I gonna pen down on that piece of paper depends on me..
Whether it gonna be an interesting story or a boring one..
It's my own choice..
N OB love this quote "Challenge by choice."
Though it's just 2 years in SIM..
I would make sure it's a interesting one..
Two orientation camp in july..
Hope I'm able to go regardless of my bridging course and know more frenz..
N yap. You wun know who u gonna meet. =P

Glad tat you had already move on tat fast..
N nv would i expected that you became so "romantic"
Whatever izzit, i hope that you will not hurt that girl whom i know...
Know wat u really want before u step into peoples' life..

2008-06-09T12:23:00.003+08:00

Went for Passionrun at East Coast Park.. Complete my 15km run in two hours plus. Was really disappointed. I could have done it better. Shall not use flu as my excuse. N yah. I didn't do well. To that fren: Thanks for company me run finish the whole route. Like what u say. We started with a run, we ended with a run. Thank you for everything. All the best..

Yap.. Christina has been MIA for lots of gathering.. Regardless is OBT gathering on the 2nd june, OB graduate dinner on the 4th june, celebration for the guys going to serve the nation on the 6th june and even it's my dearest rebecca jie 21st birthday celebration on the 7th june.. I didn't went for any and I'm sorry.. But i do have my own reason for not attending them..

Some of u guys may think i'm silly.. Some of u guys may just say dun bother.. Watever izzit... Not going is the best options for me.. Rather than being in a place where I'm are not really welcome, i guess i would wanna stay at home doing stuffs that i like. Whenever i go for gathering, i somehow felt tat people are force to talk to me as they may find me "pity" as i'm always at one corner keep quiet. Looking at little groups of fren chit chatting happily, sharing jokes and memories.. They would nv know I so much wanted to be involved.. So much wanted to enjoy myself.. But..

I hate the feeling being left alone.. No matter how hard i try.. I will be back to square one.. Nothing was done... Different thoughts keep popping from nowhere.. Den i start to ponder. If people dun like me, why do i still cling on them? Aren't it making me very thick skinned and annoying?

For everyone good, i guess it's better for me to go MIA.. Or should i say i'm escaping?

2008-06-06T23:05:00.001+08:00

Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky

The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah

Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Hey baby its only life
Yea it's only life

You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard

But you can't win
If you never give in
To that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it

[Chorus]
Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
No, don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life

[Chorus]

2008-06-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

Qihua Pri - A totally new challenge and great experience for me...
Whatever izzit, there are a lot more to learn..
Excellence is not about being the best.. But doing your best.. =)

Two weeks for my bridging course to start..
Two weeks to prepare myself for it..
Two weeks to forget as much pain as possible and start anew..
Two week to a brand new environment..
How fast can I adapt to it?
N will the same thing happen again?
I pray for a better day....

2008-05-29T20:57:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. Official graduate le..

Graduation 2008 Ceremony

Hehe.. Me in graduation attire...

While waiting.. (With Zhe Ying - top student & Melissa)

At LT 68D.. (Me with Jade Jie)

Girls from TA04.. =)
Me with Jade again...
Haha.. Me with Eugene..

All year 3 graduates of OB.

Me with NPOB...

Me with 14th comm (year 3).. =)

Me with Jade and Mr Chia (principal of NP)

With Jason Kor and Zhan Yu didi..

With little brother of mine..

Me with dearest jason kor..

Yesterday make the end of our life in NP and it oso mark the beginning of a new life that each of us wanna persue.. Regardless its going to Uni, work force, army or watever izzit.. I believe memories in NP will be forever in our heart.. All the best to all graduands and congratz..

To Zhe Ying- If u are reading this.. Congratz brother for being the top student of class 2008. You really make ur family and frenz proud.. All the best in your future at NTU.. Catch up real soon..

To class TA04 - I'm gonna miss u guys... =) We shall have gathering soon..

To Jason - Thanks for being the big brother of mine.. U are always there to guide me along and support me whenever i'm about to fall.. No words can best describe how xin fu and lucky I am to have u as my kor.. Really. Thank you...

To NPOB - Thank you all the memories we shared. Hope tat no matter where we go.. OB spirit will always be with us..

N yap.. I finally graduate le!!

2008-05-27T12:32:00.002+08:00

My life has been good.. Going out almost everyday and spending my salary like nobody business. In fact, I dunno where the hell did I spend on and nv wanna look at my bank statement. Yap.. My mum is grumbling at me for not saving.. Okok.. I shall TRY to save.. But everytime I wanna save, there is always essential things that i need to purchase and my MUM just refuse to returned me.. For example my mum make me pay for my UOL application fee which is like $150!! Transport Fee (graduate = no concession = adult fee = more expensive), Food (3 meals a day, 7 days a week), bathing stuff (shampoo, shower)..... How to SAVE? =( N I'm not earning that much..... How to dun work.. Yawnz..

Tml will mark the end of 3 years in Ngee Ann Polytechnic and will be 100% Alumni.. Sound a little old.. =) But Life in NP was fun, exciting and fruitful..

Joining BS orientation camp and get to know wen ting
Get to know awesome group of people from my formal class TAO4. (celebrating bdaes, outings, pon school, mugging tgt for exam)
Became one of the family member of NPOB. (participating in I camp, McRitchie Hike, yellow ribbon, Mount Stong, Care Camp, What's Next)
Know Zhe Ying, Jeremy from IS class (had a great time with them)
Failed one module during 1st year 2nd sem and got seperated from TA04
Joined Jason's bear family being the youngest among the 3 (jason, rebecca and me)
Promoted to 13th comm, Programme Coordinator (Working hand in hand with great people in 13th comm)
Plan kayaking & first aid courses, What's Next? Survive!, LIA camp, Sunlove Camp, Fund raising, AGM... as PC.
Mugging during semester exams and praying hard not to fail again..
Promoted to 14th comm Supervising PC. (Plan trip to Gunung Stong)
Went for 42.195km with some of the OB year 3 frenz.
AND MANY EXCITING and MEMORABLE memories (if i con'td it will nv end)......

To those still studying.. Really TREASURE the time u spend in Ngee Ann, especially those in NPOB.. Live your life to the fullest... =) Enjoy while u can..

2 more weeks to a totally new enviroment.. New faces, New environment, Everything is NEW. 2 weeks later will be the starting of my Bridging Course in SIM. Yap.. Back to study after rotting at MDIS for 2 months.. Hope that i meet some nice people.. =) SIM is just BESIDE NP. So frenz in NP, do call me out for lunch or for some running session.. Wish me LUCK..

2008-05-26T13:54:00.002+08:00

Wasn't myself for the past few days.. N I came out with lots of stuns that surrounding people think i'm hopeless.. =P

1) Thought my rubberband was missing and was searching high and low for it. In the end, it was on my hand all the time..

2) Thinking that the remaining batt of my MP3 could last me for the whole trip back home but i realise i did accidentally on it while it's in my bag.. It went out of batt when i wanna hear it.

3) Thought that I lost my pinky ring and was grumbling over it.. In the end, i realise that I took it off before i go running. It was in my bag for the whole day.

4) Playing with my new handphone keychain (a seal) as it was cute. Jason n Zhan Yu say i'm in my own world with all the happy seals...

Alright.. I need to find back myself before i turn from bad to worst.. been really forgetful...

Good new.. Welcome Zhan Yu to our bears family.. Jason being the eldest, followed by rebecca and then supposely is me being the youngest.. But then now got Zhan Yu.. =( Sianz.. N jason actually ask didi to join to gang up with him to bully me and jie.. Yawnz.. See what interesting thing gonna happen.. Haha.. =) They will nv win me... =P

Three more days to graduation.. One word to describe it.. SIANZ... Can i dun go??? Cos must wear formal and everything... Yawnz....

2008-05-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

I thought that I'm able to move on without looking back but u keep appearing from nowhere into my mind.. The things we did tgt..

Running - It was running that brought us tgt and we complete our first 42.195km tgt.

Ngee Ann Pool - It was your favourite sports (canoe polo) and the place u train hard. I always
wanted to see u play polo.. But..

Zhenghua Park - The place where we always lie on tat bench to look at the stars and talk about
everything under those stars.. The place where u will piggy back me.

Orange & Apple - Whenever I cannot make up my mind wat to do. You will use that on me to
decide what we gonna do or where to go next.

The more I wish to forget u, somehow people will remind me about u.. Been going back to school for self training as race is getting nearer.. Whenever I run pass ngee ann pool or your canoe club, some part of me hope to see u again. But I realise if I really see you.. What should I say? But guess whatever izzit.. Thanks for the wonderful memories.. Now, both of us move on and have our new life. N i'm glad u are doing good as I'm doing fine as well.. Though we may not end up walking down the aisle but we are still frenz.. U gonna go for ur Sundown soon.. All the best for your 84km. Good Luck.. =)

2008-05-21T09:09:00.001+08:00

Joke of the day.

There was a man who had worked all of his life and had saved all of his money. He was a real miser when it came to his money. He loved money more than just about anything, and just before he died, he said to his wife, "Now listen, when I die, I want you to take all my money and place it in the casket with me. I wanna take my money to the afterlife."

So he got his wife to promise him with all her heart that when he died, she would put all the money in the casket with him.

Well, one day he died. He was stretched out in the casket, the wife was sitting there in black next to her closest friend. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said "Wait just a minute!" she had a shoe box with her, she came over with the box and placed it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down and rolled it away.

Her friend said, "I hope you weren't crazy enough to put all that money in the casket."

She said, "Yes, I promised. I'm a good christian, I can't lie. I promised him that I was going to put that money in that casket with him."

"You mean to tell me you put every cent of his money in the casket with him?"

"I sure did, " said the wife. "I got it all together, put it into my account and I wrote him a check."

2008-05-17T14:31:00.003+08:00

If ever I could run away..
If ever I could hide...
If ever I could stop thinking..
If ever I could stop expecting too much..
If ever my heart could make of steel..
If ever I could stop feeling this way..
If ever I could assume tat everything is fine...
At least I would feel tat much pain..
It hurts.. It really hurts...
A family which I once thought I belong to..
Seem that it was nv mine since the first place...
N this moment.. I really wish to cry it all out..
N forget about everything..
But I guess.. It's time for me to grow up....
N end my grumbling before people start saying me ridiculous..
But whatever izzit.. Thanks for giving me that wonderful 3 years in OB...

2008-05-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

Feeling a little moody today...

2008-05-14T13:33:00.002+08:00

To those who did not read newspaper at all.. This is what happening at Yangon...

Myanmar's military rulers yesterday rejected growing international pressure to accept aid workers, insisting that they could handle the emergency cyclone relief effort alone.

UN Secretary General Ban K Moon has expressed "immense frustration" at Myanmar's "unaccpetably slow"response. US President George W Bush on Monday denounced Myanmar's military rulers as "isolated or callous" over their response to Cyclone Nargis and said "the world ought to be angry and condemn" them.

Meanwhile, allegations have surfaced that the junta is hoarding higer quality foreign aid for itself and doling out rotten food instead.

Myanmar volunteers have said that they are having to hide from local apparatchiks in order to prevent them commandeering their aid and selling it on at markets.

Every 10 sacks rices, onli 4 will reach the people. The other six will end up being sold by official on a market in some local town.

Quantities of high energy biscuits rused into myanmar on the World Food programme's first flights were sent to a military warehouse.

THey were exchanged for what the the official said were "tasteless and low quality" biscuits produced by the Industry Ministry to be handed out to cyclone victims.

Thailand's premier will also travel to Myanmar today to press the junta to allow foreign aid workers who are struggling to get visas, to enter the country.

Thousands of people are suffering without basic nesseciaties such as food, water and shelter. Thousands of corpses lying every where. Water being polluted and shelter were also destroyed due to the cyclone. People are struggling to live despite hunger and dehydration. Yet, Myanmar Junta insisted that they are able to do it themselves and do not allow foreign aid to enter. What the hell is he thinking? Doesn't he know that if nothing is done to the victims, more deaths will be caused and there will be outbreak of diseases that cause even more deaths? What the hell is that junta thinking about? Doesn't he care about those victims? Worst still, officials are hiding and selling those relief aid for their own benefits instead of giving them to the victims. Giving them rotten food when these victims are already suffering.. Don't these officials feel guilty? Don't they know that they will get retributions? People from all over Asia are doing what they can to help those Victim in Yangon and this is what we get in return. So what are we suppose to do? Continue to help them?

Speechless against Myanmar's military rulers..

2008-05-12T12:40:00.003+08:00

Been feeling pissed off for the past one week or so...
People may think that i'm being ridiculous as i'm stuck in the office for too long..
But if u were in my shoe.. How would you feel?
Frenz taking advantage of you when you got nice offer..
Leave or even ignore you when they got the offer..
Not even a word of appreciation..
A simple "thank you" would allow that person to feel worth while all the effort put in..
You may think what for thanks you.. But it show someone up bringing..
Didn't your teacher and parents always teach you to be appreciative?

Do i really love being stuck in the office for 8 hours everyday..
Doing the same thing over and over again?
Dun I wanna go out for camps, outing, graduation trip like u guys?
N really have fun with u guys?
But do i have a choice?
I need the work... I need the money..
Instead of being understanding "friends"..
I dunno..
Maybe I'm just girl that everyone dislike and ignored..

Friendship and love that i always longed..
Doubt I ever catch hold of it..
Neither do i bother..
I give up..
I hate myself for being who i am...

2008-05-08T14:12:00.002+08:00

Simple Plan - I'm Just a Kid

I woke up it was seven
I waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them.
What's another night all alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes ..

(Chorus)
I'm just a kid and life is a nighmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world
is having more fun then me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time

Eveyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nighmare
I'm just a kid and I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world
Is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid (just a kid) x5

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and I know that its not fair

Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is ..
Nobody wants to be alone and the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me.. tonight

I'm all alone ...
tonight
nobody cares...
tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid.. tonight

2008-05-06T09:20:00.001+08:00

Stupid Lame joke to brighten up your day..

--->ENGLISH & INDIAN CUSTOMS<---

An Englishman went next door to welcome his new Indian neighbour. He was shocked to see the man from India in his nice backyard chasing ten chickens around like mad. "Must be an Indian custom," he thought to himself. Deciding he could put off the welcome till a later date, he went home.

The next day, he decided he was going to welcome the Indian man again. When he looked through his window, he saw the Indian man urinate into a cup and drink it. "Must be an Indian custom," he thought to himself. Deciding he could put off the welcome till tomorrow, he went on with other stuff.

The third day, he was determined he had to welcome the Indian man. At his gate, he saw the Indian man with his ear pressed against a cow's big fat butt. He became real angry and went up to the Indian man. "I'm sorry sir, I want to wish you a welcome, but I cannot stand your crazy Indian customs!" he yelled in the Indian man's face. The Indian man looked confused and answered. "Sorry sir, I think you are mistaken. These are actually English customs. I was told, to be English, you have to chase chicks, get piss drunk, and listen to bullshit.

2008-05-04T16:38:00.007+08:00

Went over to East Coast Park for a mini OB gathering.. Though onli 7 of us (Jason, Dee, Sebestian, Hui Ting, Jia Jun, Gan, Zhan Yu and I).. We had lots of fun skatting, cycling and having steamboat at bugis.. N all of us enjoyed to the fullest..

Preparing for skatting lesson..

The pro..

The noob.. (give up)

A nice pic to end skatting session..

Went over to Jetty.. (Jia Jun - The strong guy)

Nice scenery to take a group photo..

Jia Jun & Sebas

Jia Jun and Hui Ting (Scander of the day) - They always disappear.. Opps. =P

Two nice butt.. haha..

Me and Zhan Yu.. yaya.. I know i'm short..

Trying to act like "L"

Nice scenery at the end of east coast park..

The two emo girl..

Nah.. We are happy!!

Where's Zhan Yu?

He out there being emo.. =)

Models of the day..

After a long day.. Dinner Time at Da Chang Jin..